Songs I Write | IV

Words That I Can't Say

I secretly hope someday you'll find me
Even if I know the course has run its track
I'm sentimental about these timings
And curious does the mind grow about getting back
Difficult to imagine not crying anymore to this tune
The lyrics push me into the abyss
I'm highly impressed, baby, you've held yourself through
And it's me who can't handle this

I just woke up from another dream you were in  too
Turned into a nightmare, woke up scared, wanted to tell you
But we broke up in the summer
We don't talk to eachother
And I know it should stay that way
I promised to behave
I look for you in every face
And there's so many more words that I can't say

Keep me alive
On the thread of breath and the night
Circle the crop
Took me a while to figure what you're made of
And who you try to be
Is not so plain to see
An adolescent fantasy
You keep me on the edge of heaven
So blinded by the light
Balanced on the wedge I'd be kept from
Gravity pulls to perfection
You keep me on the edge of heaven and goodbye

I just woke up from another dream you were in  too
Turned into a nightmare, woke up scared, wanted to tell you
But we broke up in the summer
We don't talk to eachother
And I know it should stay that way

I just woke up from another dream you were in
You burned bridges here and there, I woke up scared, wanted to yell at you
But we broke up in the summer
We don't talk to eachother
And I know that won't ever change
I promised to forget that name
But I still look for you in every face
And there's so many more words that I can't say

And there's so many more words that I can't say