Songs I Write | IV

Borderline Insane

I don't know if it's me or you
That's making me feel as bad as I do
I wanna be open but I don't know the truth
I wanna tell you what's wrong and I wish I knew

Am I depressed? Oppressed? Upset? Pathetic?
Lonesome? Wholesome? Overdramatic?
I don't really know, don't know what to say
I can't manage to act like everything's okay
Distressed? Obsessed? A mess? A manic
Bitch? A switch? Enriched in havoc?
I don't really know, know how to explain
The pain, the pain of the borderline insane
Borderline insane

I don't know if it's your words or mine to myself
I sleep all day in hiding from all this hell, hell
Is it your love or am I mentally unwell?
I can't catch a break, fuck my health

Am I depressed? Oppressed? Upset? Pathetic?
Lonesome? Wholesome? Overdramatic?
I don't really know, don't know what to say
I can't manage to act like everything's okay
Distressed? Obsessed? A mess? A manic
Bitch? A switch? Enriched in havoc?
I don't really know, know how to explain
The pain, the pain of the borderline insane
Borderline insane

I don't know, I don't know, maybe I'm sensitive
Are you mean? Are you cold? Am I ruining it?
I cry about every fucking thing I fucking could
And I could understand if you left
I can't catch a break, fuck my health

Am I depressed? Oppressed? Upset? Pathetic?
Lonesome? Wholesome? Overdramatic?
I don't really know, don't know what to say
I can't manage to act like everything's okay
Distressed? Obsessed? A mess? A manic
Bitch? A switch? Enriched in havoc?
I don't really know, know how to explain
The pain, the pain of the borderline insane
Borderline insane

I don't know, I don't know, maybe I'm sensitive
Are you mean? Are you cold? Am I ruining it?
I cry about every fucking thing I fucking could
And I could understand if you left
Fuck my health, fuck my health