Songs I Write | IV

You Only Want Me When I'm Happy

You only want me when I'm happy
You only want me when I'm not much a mess
You only say things when I'm sappy
When I feel crappy, you disappear and I stress
You only want me when I'm happy
Because you like it when you feel praised
You don't care for the highs and lows, you just wanna go extremes
You wanna love but you're so fucking mean

You only want me when it's convenient for you
You say you'll hug me, if I said no you'd leave me blue
You only want me when I say I'm wanting you
You only want me to love me to say I want you

You don't really care
You don't want my heart to bear
You leave me for days on end, I can't sleep
You confuse me, you want in then you're out
You don't really care
You pretend but you're never there
You say you wanna be together but where do you go when you leave?
Seems you only want me when I'm happy

You only want me when I'm basic
You like it when I'm not annoying or obsessive
Might be dramatic but I stay patient
For you, I don't know why I do, but I'm raging
'Cause you only want me when you feel like it
You talk about forever like you know shit
You talk about relationships like you've grown
But I can see, I can tell, the type of person you are, hell, this ain't it, but I'm too alone to resist

You only want me when it's convenient for you
You say you'll hug me, if I said no you'd leave me blue
You only want me when I say I'm wanting you
You only want me to love me to say I want you

You don't really care
You don't want my heart to bear
You leave me for days on end, I can't sleep
You confuse me, you want in then you're out
You don't really care
You pretend but you're never there
You say you wanna be together but where do you go when you leave?
Seems you only want me when I'm happy

When I start opening up, being myself
You get that look of regret
You don't want me if I can't be me
See, now, I've been in love once before
And this ain't quite that
You've gotta step up or step down
Look around, tell me what it is you want more
'Cause I ain't planning to sit still
Trying to look pretty even if you will
Good job, but I don't wanna deal
Fuck outta here with that, "for real?"

Look, I'm sure there are girls out there for you
Go try your luck but I won't fuck with you, no
Babe, you would be perfect if you weren't so cruel
Leading me on to leave when you wanted to, no

You only want me when it's convenient for you
You only want me when I say I'm wanting you too
You only want me to love me to say I want you

Seems you only want me when I'm happy