His green eyed cop(a sequel to my blue eyed sheriff)

Journal

Ella's P.O.V.
I woke up alone in bed. Guess Carl woke up before me and went down stairs. I stretched and stood up.

I threw on Carls flannel that reached mid thigh then a pair of cotton shorts from my bag I got from the prison that had everything in it. I walk downstairs to see Carl eating dry cereal.

I walk up behind him and wrap my arms around his neck. I kiss his neck and see bruises.

I giggle "Hey princess." Carl says, and I smile.

"Hi baby." I say and walk around the chair. I sit on Carls lap and he wraps an arm around me.

"Want some?" Carl asks and I shake my head.

"Not right now." I say and Carl smiles.

"What you smiling about?" I ask and Carl looks at me.

"All the things we did last night. All things I got to do to you and all the things you got to do to me." Carl says and I smile

"No one gets know what happened but me and you. They can know we did it but not how." I say and Carl nods.

"Hey guys." Michonne says and looks at us. She grabs some cereal and fixes a bowl.

"I wish I had some soy milk." Michonne says and me and Carl start laughing.

"One time I tried it and threw up!" Carl says and I hit his shoulder

"You did not throw up! You gagged and nearly threw up!" I say and Michonne laughs.

"Its not that bad!" She says.

"Please! I rather have old rotten milk! I'd rather have Judith's form-" Carl says then stops.

"I.... uh.... I'm no longer hungry Ella you can have to rest." Carl says and roughly pushes me off his lap then runs upstairs.

"I'll talk to him." I say and Michonne nods.I walk upstairs, to where me and Carl slept last night.

"Baby." I say asI close the door behind me. Carl was sitting on the bed staring out the window.

I walk over to him then sit down in front of him. "It's okay." I say and he leans his head on my shoulder.

"She was the only thing left I had of my mom." Carl says and I shake my head.

"No." I say then stand up. I walk over to my bag and grab the necklace that once was Lori's. She gave it to me, it's was a little rose pendent.

"This was your moms. She gave it to me years ago. I want you to have it." I say and Carl looks at the pendant.

"Ella that's yours." Carl says and I shake my head.

"No, you should have it. I also have the doll she gave me when I was five." I say. Carl takes the necklace.

"Come see." he says softly so I do.

"This is a beautiful necklace for a beautiful women and I know two beautiful women most beautiful you will ever see even when the living actually ruled this world." Carl says

"My mom, and you.I believe if my mom gave this to you then she wanted the most beautiful girl to have it not her son." Carl says and puts the necklace around my neck.

"I have all the good memories and that's all I need." Carl says and kisses my cheek.

"Oh and my flannel looks..." Carl says and bites his lip. "Amazing on you." Carl says and grabs my hips. "It makes you look absolutely sexy as fuck." Carl growls and kisses my neck

I giggle and push Carl away "No! No! Bad Carl!" I say and Carl roughly kisses my neck agin.

"But baby!" Carl whines and I giggle

"Not today." I say and open the window. The air was getting colder and colder each day.

"I brought up your dad to my dad." Carl says and I frown.

"I told him the knot I made to keep the door closed was good and said Shane taught me" Carl says and I stand up

"Don't bring that monster into this." I say.

"I love him but he's still a monster." I say and someone else pops up into my mine and I'm so ashamed that I forgot this person I start to cry.

"You know after all of this we've talked about Lori but I forgot one of the most special people to me." I say and grab my daddy's leather jacket.

"I forgot my mom." I say and grab a lighter in had in my bag.

"I know your mother never told you this but my dad use to hurt my mom." I say and walk outside. Carl follows me close behind. I catch his jacket on fire and drop it to the grown.

"I hope he burns in hell burns just like his jacket." I say coldly. "All these years I saw him as the most perfect daddy in the world." I say and chuckle

"How could I be so blinded by him?" I ask and Carl goes to touch my arm. "At the prison before Lori died she told me all the horrible things he did to her!" I yell.

"I never told anyone because I couldn't believe my daddy was a monster but he was!" I yell and pull my arm away from Carl.

"Don't.... don't touch me. I need to go blow off some steam." I say and Carl grabs my hand .

"I said don't touch me!" I hiss and Carl throws my hand down.

"Then go run and get hurt you little bitch I don't care anymore!" Carl yells and stomps away.

I shake my head and walk off. he just doesn't understand! I've been lied to my entire life then someone finally told me and I finally told someone, the thing is Carl doesn't even know the half of it daddy did terrible things to my mother.

I even have her journal to prove it. Anther thing I never told anyone but Lori since she's the one who gave it to me. After a few hours I went back to the house and could hear yelling.

"You fucking let her go by herself when you knew she could get hurt!" I hear Rick yell,

"She was being a bitch!" Carl yells as I walk in.

"I didn't want you touching me because I was mad! Wanna hear about all the shit my daddy did to my mom here's her God damn journal! If your dad did that to your mom wouldn't you be fucking pissed when you brought that subject up too?" I yell and throw my moms journal on the table.

"My mom never loved my dad! He forced her to have sex with him! He forced her to marry him! He threatened her all the time!" I hell and push Carls chest.

"Read it and see what the fuck she felt!" I growl and run up stairs. I was pissed. I didn't want to be anywhere near Carl right now.