Just a filler, Excuse any Mistakes 😘
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Alecia Spry- Janet
Alexis James-Toni
Alexis
I was up with Kylie cause she had the flu, Alecia was dead's man wonderland out.
"Momma you never told me how you met mom."
"Oh man, lemme think...."
*Flashback*
I was nurse at MU studying to be a doctor. This was my 10th month out here, they were really nice, I honestly liked working here.
"James, Michael wants you to do room 2126."
"You got it."
I went to where I was needing. For some reason I always had this room since the person got here.
"Ms. Spry how are you today?"
"I've told you plenty of times it's Alecia. I'm not old yet I'm only 18."
"My bad, it's just my way of showing respect."
"I get it, so could I ask your name since you got mines."
"Alexis."
"Well Alexis, I just wanna say you're one the finest nurses in here."
"I really appreciate that, thank you." I gave her a smile and she gave me a larger smile back. She wasn't bad looking herself, in fact she was gorgeous.
"No problem at all."
"So Alecia, what brought you here?"
"Uh I tried to take myself out."
"Why?" I sat down beside her.
"I can trust you?"
"Yea."
"Give me a reason."
"I've dealt with the same thing before." She became relaxed and started with her story.
I listened to her intently as for some reason I felt a strange connection between the both of us. I've dealt with most of what she went through and what she's going through. It's gets hard and people think just because our appearance on the outside shows we're happy on the inside we're broken, damaged, and ready to end it all. I've wanted to end my life so many times and I almost succeeded. You can't give up and you can't end what is so precious yet we take for granted.
"Alecia it's gonna be ok."
"No it's not. I'm tired of feeling this way, I wanna go back to the old me. I feel as if I can't now because there's so much I've caused, I fail as, and just can't be."
"Hey, look you can't give up. There's so much left for you, and though this is our official meeting I know where you've been and what your going through. I realize that life can make you feel like there's nothing behind our purpose of being here—."
"There isn't like what's my purpose other than to fuck up and disappoint, I just want it all to be over."
"Your purpose is to be who you really are and to make a difference. You can't end whats so very much important and unappreciated, what we take for granted. Alecia you're a beautiful person, I believe you have a beautiful spirit and a big heart. You're just trying to find yourself and be happy, I understand I was at that same railroad. I've learned that happiness could be a four lettered word or for us a five lettered word."
