Excuse any Mistakes ✨
Alecia
I'm not gone lie to y'all, I full blown stood there for 5 minutes and cried a little bit. Cause what in the fuck, like what did I do? I thought things was good between us, we were happy. Hell we just got done telling each other all this on the way here and before we left, so why in the fuck she can't accept. I was gone ask her yes indeed cause I needed to know what the hell is the problem.
"Alexis!" I went in looking for her in the kitchen.
"Alexis! Don't play with me right now I need a fucking answer." Still no sign of her
"Alexis Michele!"
"Alecia."
"You better give me a damn good explanation on why you can't accept. What the fuck does that even mean. We had a whole heart to heart on the way here you said you wanted to marry me what the fuck is different now Alexis! Tell me!" I hit the wall causing her to jump
"I just can't."
"BULLSHIT!"
"What's the reason Alexis?"
"I ca—."
"What's the reason?"I stepped closer as she walked backwards.
"What's the reason?" She ain day a word.
"Damnit Alexis! Don't get little church girl quiet now, What's the REASOOONNN!"
"Alecia."
"Cut the crap! What is it? am I not good enough or something! What's the fucking explanation smart ass!"
"Alecia listen—."
"Chop Chop I'm waiting." She looked at me then busted out laughing.
"What the fuck is funny Alexis, please tell me maybe I wanna fucking laugh too."
"Pissy Pissy Pissy. The reason I turned away from you tonight because if you remember our first go round I got down on one knee and I proposed to you. Nothing's changed from then and now, soooo..." she pulled a ring from her pocket, the same one she gave me years ago. I always thought she'd get rid of it but she didn't. It was a big ass ring bigger then the one I was givin her. Ian knew how to feel at that moment.
"No matter how much I hated you, I did indeed have hope that you'd come back to me and I get to do what I've wanted to do for the longest. Alecia I'll admit I wanted to kill you for hurting me, but at the end of the day deep down I still loved you. Bumping into at the hospital doesn't feel like coincidence. You was right I ran from the feelings but I couldn't run then being that it was right in my face. There was so much I held on to, the memory, the pain, the sadness. I held on to it all and that alone what motivated me to become the best doctor there was because I portrayed my anger into my work then I'd forget about you and the pain you caused. I've been saving this ring just in case I had another chance to give it to you. I never really thanked you for taking care of Kylie. I mean I didn't know it was you but I'm glad it was cause who knows I would've never seen my baby again. So I owe you a lot, everything in fact. If there's a question of my love, you know it's yours. I will swim across the ocean, travel all of the shores just for you. When we met it was sorta like you teach me I teach you we teach each other being that we were both in similar situations and able to help each other. I'm glad I met you, the real you, the one that wanted so much and would do anything to strive and get there. I admire you and who've you become, from that shaky 17 year old to the beautiful, fearless 28 year old you are now. You mean more to me than you think and I want nothing more but to be by your side through it all. Alecia I love you, always have even when I didn't want to. It still burned in me to feel for you, think of you, and breakdown about you. I've wondered how an angel like you broke my heart it wasn't like I wished us apart or anything I was just trynna figure out what I done wrong ya know. But enough about back then lemme jump to now. I love you and I don't care who knows it, hears it. I love you all of you and every part of you. I don't want no one but you, I need you. I have to have you I'm addicted, you're like a drug that I keep feigning for. You mean the world to me and more. You're beautiful in every shape, way, and form. From your big beautiful brown eyes to your—."
"Aht Aht don't say it." I knew what she was going say
"Your just all around perfect. Perfect for me. I love you Alecia, so I'm asking you once again..." she got on one knee
"Will you marry me?"
"Only if you marry me." We both smiled as we placed the rings on each other's finger.
"I love you."
"I love you more, so much more." I kissed her as we fell back on the floor.
"Alright quarterback chill out." She got up picking me up and carrying me into the bedroom.
"Cus Bye."
"Remember our first time together?" She asked me as she laid me down unbuttoning my shirt
"Yea."
"Remember how it felt? As if the world stopped and only us and time stood still. You remember that?"
"Yea."
"When I touched you it felt as if the world fell apart, as if we entered a whole new world. Know what I'm talking about?" She leaned down to kiss on my neck gently, finding my spot and sucking on it.
"Mhh, I know."
"Can we go back to that? It's been a while since I've had my hands on you. I love how you thought you could just come back and take control. You've clearly forgotten who ran this whole show. I'll admit I enjoyed your segment but it's time for me to take full control over this enterprise." I held the back of her head as she kissed her way down my stomach.
"I love you." Her eyes followed up my body slowly to look back at me. It sorta sent a shiver through me, I remember the last time she looked at me like that my ass couldn't walk for 7 whole days.
"I love you." I said it back as she wasted no time sliding down my pants.
"How many days we're here?"
"6"
"Well let's start by giving your body a little flashback." She pulled my panties to the side and going in without preparation or warning.
"Alexis, shit." I held on to the back of her head as she ripped them off pushing my legs to my head.
"Alecia, I wanna take you back to our first time only better. Let me make love to you, let me take your body to another land. I know it's been a minute, I can tell your body's craving it. Just let me have my way with you." I looked her in the eyes before nodding my head.
"You can have me." She leaned up kiss my lips, I could taste myself on them. If I remember Alexis well I know was more than able to make me lose consciousness, I'm just hoping tonight isn't one of those nights.....
