One Direction High

Chapter 15

REMINDER: Don't forget to smile today beautiful! :-)

****IF ANYONE HAS BEEN WONDERING, NO THIS STORY ISN'T EVEN NEAR THE END. I hope, lol. Just going with the flow ~ But it would be so short if I ended it already :( ****

A/N *BEWARE OF THE INCREDIBLY LONG AUTHORS NOTE THAT IS PROBABLY LONGER THAN THE STORY ITSELF*

Okay considering that Chapter 14 was deleted for no reason (I have re uploaded it if you haven't noticed lol), here's an extra chapter to make up for Wattpad's stupid mistake! :) 2nd, I just wanted to give you all a MASSIVE thank you to all my readers. You guys have always been there for me, I know I don't have much readers but that doesn't matter to me because all your none ending support means the absolute world. Please remember that I will always be right by your side throughout all your challenges, so whenever you're dealing with something imagine me right beside you so you'll know that you're never alone. :-) Sooo I wanted to come up with a name for all my lovely readers, and after thinking about it for awhile.. I'll be calling you guys my Angels! (-: I have a few reasons for that 1. My ACTUAL name is ANGELA so yeah. Y'know how celebrities name their fans after their names and stuff like Demi Lovato (Lovatics) and Justin Bieber (Beliebers). ANGEL-a. :p 2. You guys are so sweet and kind, just like Angels (': okay that was pretty weird omg ONTO THE STORY!

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"And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's meant to be broken

I just want you to know who I am."

-- Goo Goo Dolls, Iris

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Alison's POV

I'll be patiently waiting right here, waiting for you. I'm giving you some space, to do some navigating.I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough. I'm still looking up.Why? 'Cause God knows we're worth it. -Your Hazza

I caught myself smiling through my tears reading that. It brought me back to when I was still in New Direction High and was still dying all my romantic feelings for Harry and accidently caught myself calling him 'My Hazza'. But I guess he really is my Hazza, and will always be mine. I know I probably seem really clingy right now and my feelings towards him are going from one side to another but, I'm a girl. A teenage girl.

Could you blame me?

Plus, this is all new to me.

Yes, I did experience love countless times. We all have. Unless you live until a bottomless rock of despair and saddness without thinking about leaving anytime soon.. But in general, we've all experienced love. Either it's loving that dog you and your parents bought when you were four, or when you saw an outfit you had to get because 1: It was beautiful and 2: It was on sale. But the thing was, this was a different kind of love. Not a puppy-receiving love or an outfit-buying kind of love, it was falling in love with someone you wish you hadn't fallen in love with in the first place- kind of love.

Yes I probably seem incredibly confusing and I'm definitely not making any sense, but that's exactly how I feel about my situation right now.

What I did know so far was a fact that, Harry was in love with me and still is, there's no denying it. But what I didn't know was..

Did I feel the same way?

Puzzled, I decided to re read his text message again once more. I found myself constantly stuck on the last sentence of his text message. It sort of felt like my own eyes seemed like they were in a trance because they wouldn't even blink.