The broken and the torn

Chapter 10

Pain took over her body... She wanted this baby out now.... Contractions was killing her. She felt like she was going to pass out.
She sat on a chair in the maternity ward, and mother's we're all there feeling pain as well.... She wanted to free her bowels but can't based on specific instructions from her nurse....
She did attempt to use the bathroom, but a nurse came running after her.... The pain increases and tears fell from her eyes....
The pain was becoming unbearable and the damn nurses is not ready for her to give birth... The last update on her dilation is that she was 5cm dilated and she still need five more to go....

She came into the hospital at 5:45pm... She was at home with Davar watching football when she started to feel some severe contraction pain. She informed Davar of the pain, but couldn't go to hospital until she see some form of blood in her slimy discharge.....

She knew today would have been the day, the day to have her baby, to get him out of her for Pete's sake.... She tried her best to be humble and bare the pain, but it was just too much....

She need to go in that delivery room now so they can remove this boy from her..... Her walls was craving she could feel him moving all over inside her....

She was having shortness of breath, she tried controlling her breathing but all efforts of that failed miserable.....

She was relieved when she saw a nurse signalling her to enter the delivery room. She took a look at Davar and tears flood her face. She wanted to hurt him so much for causing her pain.. sorrows..... Worries.....
She followed the nurse slowly as pain was attacking get body from all angles....
She breathe a sigh of relieve when the nurse signa her to a room with small beds. Drapes were the only thing that separated the mothers on the ward..... Her stomach clenched at the sight.... She swallowed her pride and enter her the room as she is only here because they are poor. Probably one of the poorest mother's at the hospital.....

She slowly place her self on the bed in her section.
As she sat the pain came back even more severe than the first. She moaned and groan in discomfort she wanted to free her bowels so bad and they are restricting her...

She looked around the room and her eyes was brighten when she saw a reusable mini toilet to one side....
She slowly moved from the bed, with great curiosity as how she would bend to urinate basin based on the fact that pain has taken her over and she is pregnant and big.....

She smile at the term in her brain.......
She look at the pan and she stood and let the waste come.....
Her stomach has become very disturbed, looking at her faeces....
She was disgusted by her own presence....

She was stopped in her tracks when the baby moved from the bottom of her stomach to the top of her stomach......
She could feel her breath stopping.... She wanted to die at that instance. The pain was too much....

She moved over the bed to lay down. She tried laying on her sides as directed by the nurse but that was even worst.... She flew from the bed once more.....
She started to crawl on the floor.... Everyone that was passing her attention was fixed on her crying....
She knew it look humiliating the floor crying like that, but she couldn't help it.... She possible couldn't......

She didn't care how she looked the pain was just too much for her frame...... She just couldn't bare it. It's her first child for God's sake....

She flew from the floor and flung herself on the bed avoiding the step.... Luckily she have long longs.... Pain as connected with her as one and it became more unbearable. She spread her legs wide open waiting for that baby to come out any minute now... The pain she was feelings was quite different it was intensifying , she knew it was time, time to be free from pain...