Toppling waves
Waves and waves of intense emotion
You rubbed off on me like aveeno lotion
Sometimes you make me feel open while other times it feels hopeless
I thought i was over it and you but ig not
Im happy that you found a dude that means a lot
But i regret not wifing you and tying the knot
So now he has everything I could've got
I see yall all the time in my face in our space and it makes me hot
I tried not to be this way but i cant stop
Bc inside my head you're at the top
Idk what i feel besides wanting to shoot my shot
Last year i said i felt lovely regret
This year i feel the same but im also upset
Bc there were plenty times for me to save you from the next but instead i let you settle for less, im such a mess
Do i just miss the sex? Or do i want you to be mine?
I want you to lay on my chest while the time goes by
I wanna boss up and flex & show the world you a dime
I wanna put you to rest from blowin out ya spine
I want you to be completely mine but fr this time...
Unfortunately i cant have you though
I feel so much but i cant let it show
So much that I can't let anybody know
All i can do is stand back and watch yall grow
I wasn't going to be able to compete anyways
Cuz he's over me in many ways
No matter how many bad days you'll still stay and i will still feel the same
I didn't take the opportunities so this is the price that i have to pay
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Hopeless Romantic
PoesíaI've been gone for a while and by "while", I mean 2 years 😅 I've decided today as of 09/05/19 that i will come back to my roots and write. This collection of poems will be about my journey through being single and trying to work on myself, but stil...
