Black-and-white - life is beautiful (Translation)

43. Lily's anger does not do James good

Smiling, Lily looked at the picture she had on the water surface. Her son and her best friend were just bathing their kids and the little ones seemed to enjoy it a lot. At least if you looked at how the two fathers looked. over and over wet.
"Like the Aquarians," Tonks chuckled.
"They still have a lot to learn, but you can clearly see the love they have for their girls."
"That's right, even when changing nappies, they do not make a face," Dudley said impressed.
"Wait until you have children yourself, then the smell does not bother you anymore," Lily chuckled.
"I'm curious. The one who produces the pack puppies can flowers themselves, "said the young man with a rumpled nose.
The two mothers laughed good-naturedly about this remark. They were sure that the young Leitwolf would realize that this was very different with their own children.

"Fine, then I'll talk to my idiot about a husband," Lily sighed.
"Aunt, do you really want to do this to yourself? I've only met James as a total idiot until now. And even if Moody claims that his treatment is already taking effect, I still do not think that much has happened. "
Lily smiled at the care of her nephew. Here the nature of the Leitwolf showed itself quite clearly.
"You have really become a great man. I am proud to be your aunt. You do not have to worry about me though. Of course, I do not think James's point of view has changed in the meantime. With advances, Moody just means that my husband is starting to think. But until he is really ready to realize what he has done, it will take a very long time. Right now he's just realizing what it's like to be bullied. "
"And, do you think he understood that he acted like a jerk in school?" Tonks asked.
"I'll find out soon. But before you panic again, no, I will not forgive him for a long time. And I will not take it back. we are far from that. The guy made my child cry that will not be forgiven, "and with that, the woman went to her stubborn husband.

He lay in his cell and cursed, for the hundredth time the Dursleys. If Harry had not been tortured like that, he would not have to go through those ordeals now. Why had nobody ever stopped this breed? And why did not they raise their son better? James always knew exactly who Harry, and therefore he, was injured. for that, Augusta Longbottom had provided some weird magic. He did not remember what it was, too distracted by his pain.
"These lousy rats. I hope they burn sometime in hell, "he grunted in a strangled voice.
"That's a start," he heard only a familiar voice.
Quickly, the former Gryffindor scrambled to his feet and looked in the direction from which the voice had come.
"Lily, you are here."
"Looks like it."
"Does that mean you forgave me? Is my punishment over now? "
the young woman shook her head in disapproval.
"James, how long have you known me? Do you really think I would forgive your deeds so quickly? Especially after Moody told me how you really think about our son together? "
James swallowed and tried to crawl closer to his wife. She looked so incredibly beautiful in her white dress with red long hair and bare feet that it almost took his breath away. She felt like an angel to him. Only the green eyes, sparkling with rage, worried him. they clearly showed how angry his wife was still on him.
"Do not touch me," she hissed as he reached out for her.
He drove back electrified.
"Lily, please, you have to believe me, I've done it all just for you."
"As if that would interest me. I thought you knew me better. Did you really think I would steal my beloved child? And then watch as half the wizarding world beats him to go to bed with him? Do you really love that for me? "
"But, but, you should never miss something."
"Apparently, I lacked some spiritual gifts when I decided to marry you. The only thing I do not regret about our marriage is Harry. I would always die for him again, even to save him from you. "

James sank down, he knew that Lily was attached to her son, only he had no idea how strong these feelings were. He always thought they would weaken over time, but the opposite seemed to be the case.
"If you had told me from the beginning that you still feel too young for children, that would not have happened."
"What do you mean by that?" James wanted to know.
"That a marriage is not just about satisfying your partner's wishes. just because I really wanted a child you said yes. I thought you also wish you offspring. Damn, it would not bother me to wait a few more years, you just had to open your mouth. otherwise you were never so reserved, why at once on this topic? "
"Because I wanted to fulfill your wish. You should always get everything and have nothing to spare. And if it included a pregnancy and a baby then that's what it should be. "
"Damn, you idiot, a kid is not a toy you're worried about because you're after it. Yes, I wanted to become a mother, but I also wanted my child to grow up happy. And now I have to learn that you never wanted Harry. that you even blame him for my demise. Years after my death, I would like to kill you if it would do any good. You're still just a kid like you were at fifteen, no wonder you were not ready for the father role. I should have seen that, but apparently my love for you blinded me. Unfortunately, you do not seem to have learned anything in death. "
"That's not true, I learned. I now know how stupid I behaved towards my classmates, "James exclaimed.
"No, you have learned nothing. You did not curse the Dursleys because they mistreated your son, but because you have to suffer now. For me that sounds like sheer selfishness. "
"Why was the villain so weak, he is a magician and has been harassed by these people. If I had taken care of his education that would not have happened. "
"No, then Harry would have become a submissive something that would frighten even the shyest house elf. You would have bullied your child just as you did with your classmates, "the woman growled.
James lowered his head.
"I understood it, today I would no longer bully anyone."
"Good to hear. Does that apply to Severus? "
Immediately, James's head shot up, and his eyes showed pure disgust.
"That's different, he called you a Mudblood"
"Because you humiliated him in front of the whole school. Besides, you now know that this was just a show, "the young woman snorted.
"I still can not stand him. He is a Slytherin and because of him it can happen that my grandchildren become avengers. "
Lily raised her foot and knocked James over. It was not very mature, but it did help her to reduce her frustration.

Angry, she wandered up and down the room. She could watch James curl up again. but that had nothing to do with her kick but with his punishment.
"I'm hungry," the man wailed.
"That's what Harry did for years and years. He was still a small child when my sister and her husband starved him. and after he had to work for them and they hit him. All just because I stupid turkey have persuaded me to fight in a war. I should have taken my child and disappeared. Best to the end of the world. especially after I heard this stubborn prophecy. But no, I snipe had to listen to my jerk about a husband and on Albus. Because of vintage best, I was a stupid nut. How could I have been persuaded by Albus to stay in England? but do you know what the difference between you and the old one is? "
"Almost a hundred years?" Gasped James.
"No, he has seen his mistakes. You, on the other hand, still think you are right. "
"He's my son, that's my right," the man stubbornly replied.
Abruptly, Lily stopped and scowled at her husband.
"Harry is my son too, and I have every right to protect him. Even in front of his own father, "she snapped.
"We're both dead, we can not intervene," James reminded his wife.
"That's unfortunately true, but I can take revenge on you for my child. And believe me, I will do that. On the other hand, there are really many other people and also magical creatures that you want to leather. Unbelievable how many people you have upset against you. I will not stop them if they arrive here someday. Which will hopefully take a long time. Oh yes, Harry and Severus have since had their first babies. "

James even jumped this time. nothing kept him even longer on the ground nor the common pain on his back.
'How did these stupid Dursleys get someone to swear words of abuse?'
"Children? That means there are several? "
"Two."
"Guys?", The man wanted to know hopefully.
"Why are you interested? I thought you wish Severus failed?" The young mother hissed in Fury mode.
"Because Moody said that I, if they are girls, .... He will make me disgrace."
GOSSIP!
lily had slapped her husband and sent him straight to the floor.
"And again you only think about yourself. You do not care if Harry has to father a child with someone else. You are only interested in whether you will not be raped. a fate that you would have accepted for your own flesh and blood. And only for gold and reputation. I would like to puke on you! "
Unbelieving, James looked up at his wife. He had never seen her so angry. not even when he tortured Snape at school. Even when they came to the afterlife and Lily had accused him of his contract, she had not been so angry.
"I would not stand it," he admitted.
"Oh, but do you expect that from your child? You disgust me. and just so you know, they're girls. "
"NO!" James roared.
"Yes, and that means they have two more chances to get it right. You should pray for their next children to become boys. "

Although Lily knew that her son and Severus hoped to have found a gap in the contract, but she did not want to tell James. The man should only shiver and sweat. Maybe then he would understand what he had done to his son.

James whimpered and moaned as if hordes of men were already waiting to pounce on him.
"Who will commit this heinous act? Dudley's pack? "
"Do you really think even one of the werewolves would ever sink so low? you should not close your mind on others. "
"Who else?"
"It does not interest you, it's not like you deserve an answer. You did not even ask if the girls are healthy or what their names are. while you should beat yourself with pride, Laura and Rika are beautiful children. Which, unlike Harry, have two great dads. You can cut off a slice of Severus and our boy. The two love their children idolatrously and with all their hearts. "
"Why? they are girls and so they did not fulfill the contract. I expected the two to hate their brats. Especially with Snape I can not imagine that he is capable of something like true love. "
"He's not you," Lily hissed and almost glued her husband to one, but then let it stay.
"Still, it's not normal," James insisted.
"But it is parents who love their children, if they are not such idiots as you."
"When are you going to get pregnant next time?"
"As soon as possible. Unfortunately, her daughters deserve to have their parents for longer. "
"Hopefully it will be boys."
Lily grimaced.
"How could I marry you?"
"Do not you love me anymore?" The man wanted to know anxiously.
"At the moment my disgust prevails. I did not marry that James and that's why I'll part with you. "
"WHAT! NO! LILY, I LOVE YOU! "
"Not as much as yourself."
"But, we are married, for eternity, we have sworn to each other."
"I did not say I divorced you either. A separation, however, is very possible. I will leave you to Moody and the others in the future. You will not see me again until you become the man you used to be. if that ever was the case. Until then, farewell. Or not, "and with that Lily turned and left the room.

For a long time, James could be heard screaming, begging and pleading. For once, though, it was not his pain that was the reason. No, the man called for his wife and promised improvement. His requests were not answered. The redhead would never again rely on pure lip service. Your husband would have to prove himself first .