Growing Old With You (Part of Those Three Little Words threequel)

Part 12

Very very short chapter, sorry ~ Kate
17th March 2000
Brian.
I can't believe I forgot to tell you this but when we were apart, I had a lot of help from Deb and Dom and I may or may not have suggested having one more kid.

And by suggested, I mean me and Debbie went to the clinic and she started the treatment. Of course it didn't work but apparently she went back to try again because she didn't know that we were back together and...

Well, she's due next month.

Please don't be mad, if you don't want it then I'll take care of it, you won't have to have anything to do with it. I know you'll say we're too old to have another child and I know that but I wanted one last one and I promise this will be the last, no more babies after this.

I didn't even know she was pregnant until she told me two weeks ago and I didn't know how to tell you, wether to call your people to tell you or write a letter but I decided that this is more personal.

On another note, I would love if you could come home for the birth but if you're not ready then that's okay. I've already spoken to your people and they told me that you are the one who decides when to leave although they will have done all they can by a few weeks time. I hope that you decide to come home because this is such a special moment and it'll be the last time that we could do this together. I'm not trying to pressure you but please consider it.

I hope you can write back soon or come home, that would be much better.

I love you with all my heart
Rog and co x