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Noen eubanks

A/n sad topic, mentions self harm and attempted suicide, this topic is serious if your going through a hard time please tell someone, it will get better take it from me, it always gets better.
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Suicide
Today you were going to see your boyfriend Noen Eubanks. He'd been very distant from everyone recently, he didn't really make any tik toks, never met up with anyone anymore, never even wanted to meet you. That's why today was going to be a surprise. You pulled into his driveway and walked into his house, greeted his mum and then walked upstairs into his room, when you walked in you expected to see noen stood there happy to see you but instead you find noen lay on his bed, a bottle of pills in his hand his wrists bleeding, thankfully not heavily,
"no no no noen it's okay, come on, wake up wake up baby" you say to him as you drag him to his bathroom to his bath, you turned on the shower, sat him in the bath and sat in with him, you then instinctively put your fingers down his throat in hope to make him throw the pills back up,
"don't leave me noen, please don't leave me" you cried forcing your fingers down his throat, after a few tries you heard him throw up and he moves his head around,
"omg noen" you pulled his head backwards and stroked it the water hitting both of your skin,
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" he cried into your shoulder as you put a towel on his wrist and cleaned him up. After about 5 mins you turned the shower off and pulled noen out of the bath, took both of your clothes off and got him into new ones, and you helped him into bed, when you were both finally settled you whispered to him,
"Why didn't you tell me"
"Because I didn't want you to see me so weak" he told me sniffling,
"baby your allowed to be hurt, it's okay, but your not allowed to think that I'd see you any differently because of this, I love you so much and I thought I'd just lost you forever, please don't scare me like that again" You cried into his head, kissing it lightly.
"I'm sorry y/n I didn't mean to" Noen genuinely sounded sincere, he seemed so happy, you were ashamed that you hadn't noticed, but proud that you managed to save his life.
You couldn't live without noen it would be impossible.