I Need You

Chapter 29

Two months have passed. I went home the next day. And was on strict orders to stay in bed. Unless I had to use the bathroom. Namjoon always carried me downstairs and everywhere else. I was upset that I wasn't able to finish Soo's nursery. Namjoon's dads funeral was a few days after I got out of the hospital. I wasn't allowed to go. I am now 35 weeks pregnant. Enid had Emily last week and they have been sending me pictures of her. She is just the cutest. I was glad that Hana was visiting often. And Namjoon even got his mom to sell her house and move in with us. We didn't want her in that big house by herself. She was happy to dote on me. She also got on well with Hana. I decided to get up to take a shower. It had been a few days and i was feeling gross. I got up slowly and walked to the bathroom. I started the water and undressed. I climbed in and started cleaning myself. The hot water felt good. Once i was done i dried myself off and my hair, then walked to the closet and put on Namjoon's hoodie and some shorts.  I then climbed back in bed and turned on the tv. I put on my favorite movie, Beauty and the Beast. Namjoon walked in sometime later.

"Still awake love?" He asked.

"Yeah. Waiting for you." I said.

Namjoon stripped to his boxers and climbed in bed next to me. I cuddled up to him as we finished the movie. I woke up in sudden pain. I looked at the clock.  It was only three in the morning.  The pain worsened and i cried out in pain. Namjoon quickly woke up and noticed.

"Lola, what happened?" He asked worriedly.

"Pain. Bad pain." I said.

Namjoon quickly jumpednout of bed, threw on some sweatpants and a shirt and yelled for someone. Then he picked me up and walked out the bedroom door. He met Yoongi and Jimin at the stairs.

"Yoongi, get a car ready, Jimin, grab the bag by the door. I think Lola is in labor."

Yoongi and Jimin jumped into action. Soon everyone was awake. They dressed quickly and followed us to the hospital.  The pain was worse than before. Same as last time I was rushed back. They took off my shorts and checked me. Then they took off my hoodie and put a hospital gown on me. They hooked me up to an iv and hooked my belly up to a machine.  The dr came in and checked me again.

"Well Mrs. Kim you are in labor. You are 5 centimeters dilated. How long have you been in pain?"

"Well I have been feeling uncomfortable these past few days. The pain on a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being worst, the pain was a 2. Until an hour ago. When the pain escalated to a 10."

The dr then checked the machine that my stomach was connected to. And left. Namjoon called his mom and my dad. Soon my room was filled with Namjoon, Jin, Hoseok, Jimin, Yoongi, Jungkook and Taehyung.

"Lola!" Hana yelled as she walked in my room

"Im fine." I say with a smile.

Suddenly the pain was back. Namjoon was by my side quickly and held my hand as I tried to breathe through the pain.  Soon the pain left and I noticed my dad was there.

"Hey dad." I said.

"Hey sweetie. How are you feeling?" He asked.

"Im okay. Until the pain comes."

I dealt with the pain getting worse and coming faster. Two hours after I was checked the dr checked again.

"Fully dialted. Time to push.  I need whoever is not staying to leave."

Namjoon, Hana and Ji-Ah stayed with me. As I started pushing I realized the pain wasnt half as bad as having to push. I gritted my teeth and pushed until I heard a little cry. I did it. Soo was born. I laid back as I listened to her cry.

"Im so proud of you." Hana said.

"You did amazing." Ji-Ah said.

I watched as Namjoon walked towards me with my daughter. He has a huge smile.

"You did amazing. She is gorgeous.  Just like her mother." Namjoom said. He handed me Soo and when i looked at her my heart burst with joy. I couldn't believe that i had just given birth to this beautiful little girl. 

"My Soo Yun. I love you." I said holding her little hand. Once I was stitched up, the dr said I ripped a bit when I pushed her out, and everything was calm. I decided to feed Soo. I decided I wanted to breast feed her. Namjoon was good about keeping everyone out until I was done feeding Soo. Soon she was full and asleep. Namjoon let everyone in. Everyone fell in love with Soo. My dad looked so happy. My brothers were even there.

"Noona, can I hold my niece now?" Taehyung asked.

"Of course."

I handed Soo to Taehyung and he looked at her with eyes full of love. Jungkook smiled and stood next to Taehyung looking at Soo.

"I heard you had no pain meds when you delivered." Yoongi said.

"Yes, I had her natural. And it hurt like a bitch too."

Everyone laughed. Soo was passed around so everyone could hold her.

"How much did she weigh?" Dad asked.

"Eight pounds, eight ounces " I said.

"Wow. A nice size baby." He said with a laugh.

"Yeah."

I was starting to get sleepy, so everyone left. Namjoon sat down in the chair next to me holding Soo.

"Lola, you have given me the greatest blessing I could ever ask for. Aside from you." Namjoon said.

I smiled at him as I dozed off. I woke not too long later. Soo was ready for another feeding. So I fed her once again. Afterwards, I burped her and changed her diaper. I then put on a onsie that says "Daddy's Princess" on Soo. I watched as Namjoon took her in his arms again. He didn't want to let her go. Unless I had to feed her. I grabbed my phone and snuck some pictures. I sent some to Enid. And used my favorite one as a wallpaper on my phone. I was happy. I honestly never thought would ever be this happy.