I Need You

Chapter 32

It has been two months since that night. I have gotten so much better. I have moved Soo out of her old nursery and into a new one. There were so many bad memories in the old one.  The cops arrested the man responsible and he admitted to doing it. Apparently he had some psychotic break. Namjoon and I agreed that I wasn't going to testify. That they would use the footage from when they interrogated me about that night. Soo is a healthy, happy two month old. I was sitting in the living room with Hana, Ji-ah, Enid. Emily and Soo were asleep in Soo's nursery. We were all talking and laughing. Ji-ah was telling stories about Namjoon as a kid. Namjoon and the guys went back to work as normal. Jin stayed behind and was cooking. I decided to go talk to him.

"Need company?" I ask.

"Lola. If you are the company, then always." Jin said.

"So how are you and Hobi?" I asked.

"We are good. He has been amazing." Jin beamed.

"Good. You deserve it."

I walked back in to the living room just as the guys came in.

"Hello love." Namjoon said hugging me.

"Hello Joonie."

He kissed me then went to take a shower. I smiled as a devious idea came to mind.

"Ladies, can you please keep an eye on Soo?" I ask.

They agreed. I walked up to the room. I heard the shower turn on as I walked in the bedroom. Namjoon and I haven't had sex in a while. He has been afraid to try, and traumatize me more. But I was craving for his attention. So I slowly and quietly opened the bathroom door. Once inside I stripped naked and opened the shower door.

"Hey sexy." I say in my best sultry voice.

Namjoon turns around and smiles when he sees me. He walks up and kisses me. We make out and I wrap my legs around his waist. He pulls his lips away and stares into my eyes while asking me "You sure?". I nodded and he went back to kissing me. Soon I felt him enter me and I moaned loudly. Man I missed him. We had sex like three times before we both got cleaned up. Once I dressed in some shorts and my favorite hoodie, I went to check on Soo. She was awake and staring at the wall. So I picked her.up and sat on the rocking chair. I fed Soo and sang her a little lullaby. Once she was fed, and burped I brought her downstairs with me. Dinner was done and everyone was here. My family. I sat down while holding Soo. Everyone was talking and laughing. When suddenly, Jungkook and Taehyung both stood up.

"Everyone, we have an announcement." Jungkook said.

"Well Kook and I have thought long and hard about this. We have decided to have a baby. We will use my sperm and a surrogate to carry the baby."

"Awe Tae Tae and Bun Bun, congrats. You guys will make amazing parents." I say with tears in my eyes.

"I get another grandbaby?" Ji-ah asked.

We all laughed. It was a nice ending to the day. Everyone, except me and Enid was drinking, and everyone was having a good time. Suddenly there was a knock on the door. Namjoon went to answer. He walked back in with my little brother, Blaine behind him.

"Blaine, what happened?" I asked giving Soo to Namjoon.

"Mom is gone. She drank herself to death. I have no one." Blaine said crying.

"Well you can stay here bud." Namjoon said.

"Yeah, come eat. We can discuss this later." I say escorting him to the table.

Axel hugged Blaine and we all went back to eating. I smiled and mouthed a "thank you" to Namjoon. He winked at me. Once dinner was done, Namjoon, Axel, Blaine and I went to Namjoon's office to talk.

"Blaine, first please know that we have always loved you. No matter how mom and James treated me. I know you never held any ill will towards me." I said.

"I'm sorry about being mean to you. I didnt understand." Blaine said.

"Hey, its not.your fault. It's how you grew up." Axel said.

"Ax is right. So please stay here. You are welcome to stay here as long as you need." I say.

"Yes, this is now your home. Lola can take you shopping tomorrow to decorate a room for you." Namjoon said.

"Thank you so much." Blaine said

"Its what family is for."

We walked Blaine to a spare bedroom. Then I went to put Soo to bed. Then I climbed in bed with Namjoon, cuddled up to him and fell asleep. I awoke to a loud yell. I opened my eyes and saw Namjoon cursing into the phone.

"Dammit, I should have known that bastard was behind the missing shipment. Keep him there. I'm on my way." Namjoon said.

He hung up and turned around and saw me staring at him.

"I didn't mean to wake you my angel." he said.

"It's okay. So I take it Yoongi has found the person behind the missing shipments." i say.

"Yeah, turns out the leader of our rival gang has ordered it to be done. So we have the boss tied up and his place surrounded. I have to go take care of things."

"Be careful, please come back to me and Soo."

"I'm always careful. I will be back soon. I love you angel.." Namjoon said kissing me.

"I love you too Joonie."

I laid down and went back to sleep.