Our Love

Part 16

-Yoongi-

Jungkook and Hoseok have been talking and yelling for hours now. I bit my lip at the feeling that it was my fault. If I hadn't turned Jin away then maybe Jungkook wouldnt have been sad or upset. Maybe if I hadnt been so ready to kill Jin when he tried to convince Jungkook to leave he wouldnt be so mad at me and taking it out on the others. I closed my eyes and looks at the ground while leaning on my knees with my elbows. I felt so helpless just sitting there and lisgtening to the yelling, hearing my name come up a few times even.

Slowly I rose to my feet and went to them, both looked at me with different looks. One of hate and one of worry. I met Jungkooks eyes and chuckled to myself, never had he looked at me like that before and I never though it might hurt so much to feel the hate in someones eyes.

Yoongi- "I did not take your choice from you. You want him so bad Jungkook? You want him back bad enough you'll harm people around you to get his attention back?! You're only thinking of the past and not looking around you at what we gained! But no! I'm Jeon Jungkook and everything has to be about how I feel!"

He was shocked that I actually yelled at him for once. I'd never once raised my voice at the beta and I never was going to.

Jungkook- "H-hyung.."

He looked as if I'd slapped him. I knew it upset him but it was time I put my foot down now that he was acting out. Hoseok even looked shook at my yelling.

Yoongi- "Clear up your act now before I find Jin for you and send you packing. Only you'll be going though Jungkook. Jin took Hoseoks chance from him to become something better and now hee'll never be able to die. He took that chance from Hoseok to be free. I turned him down for Jimin yes but it also has to do with the fact that Jin would just use us like he did Hoseok. I don't want that for you and I'd do it again if I had the chance. You can throw that away if you want but I refuse to let you hurt people."

I walked away and went outside. Jimin was still asleep so I couldnt talk to him. The anger was all over the place and it was killing me that Jungkook acted this way even after I was doing everything I could, including putting my life on the line to keep us all together and alive.

Hoseok- "Yoongi hyung. I think you've done gone and scared Jungkook into behaving"

I looked back at Hoseok and he met my eyes.

Hoseok- "I was surprised you actually yelled at him for once. I would have thought you would have blow up on the boy already from all the years he annoyed you."

I chuckled, nodding softly to myself and meeting his eyes once again, he looked worried as well as calm at the same time.

Yoongi- "I'm sorry that I blew up like that. I didn't have much of a reason to blow up like I did and I acted like a child in that way. I really shouldn't have done it."

Hoseok walked closer and touched my shoulder softly.

Hoseok- "You had every right to it Yoongi, you are our leader still even if we are now in Jimins pack. You were the second in command and now that we don't technically have Jin, you're the leader now. You don't know it yet but you're the best thing that happened to us really."

I nodded and met his eyes and smiled. He was right. I was their leader now that Jin wasn't around for us to depend on.

Yoongi- "Sorry, I didn't think of it that way Hoseokie. I never thought about standing up and putting my foot down against you guys because it wasn't my place since I wasn't your leader but your friend and brother alone."

He nodded, I think more to himself but he took my hand and pulled me with him.

Yoongi- "where are we going?"

Hoseok smiled and kept walking so I followed him with a light smile, he always knew how to make me feel better because we were so close as brothers and friends. I didn't let go of his hand in case I lost balance.

Hoseok- "Put some faith in me hyung, I'd never lead you somewhere you could get hurt. I'm your sunshine after all aren't I?"

I smiled at him, he was our sunshine, he really was and I'd always lean on him if I needed to, I trusted him even more than I trusted Jimin even.

Hoseok- "So. You and Jimin going to talk about how to handle things together like a couple and not just coworkers? Its so full of sexual tension when you two are together like you haven't had sex in weeks."

I rolled my eyes and kept following him. He was right. We hadnt talked the Jin thing out either. I sighed and let go of his hand, meeting his eyes once again.

Yoongi- "You're right. I mean if course you are. You're Hoseok, Mr. Sunahine with all the right answers. I'm sorry things are like this between me and him."

Hoseok shrugged and lookes ahead of him like he was thinking. He looked very distant and a bit angry at something. Like he was trying to think.

Hoseok- "Look hyung. I know your struggle. I go through it every single day with Jungkook because it's just that we're together and it's an all about thing for every couple we can all get used to it as long as you let us but you and jimin have to talk it out."

Slowly I nodded. I did understand what my friend was saying and he was completely right all couples go through a confusing faze I guess this was just mine and jimins.

Yoongi-" I'll try hobi. I guess me and you need to have a good sit-down talk about what we're going to do about the situation with Jin. Do you think you could give me a little pointers on how to do this without arguing?"

He shrugged and smiled.

Hoseok-"Good luck."

He laughed and ran, making me chase him all the way back to the new pack before I even barely caught up to him. He dodged people and even Jimin who made me stop so we could talk.