Gino x Cresia : Happy never after||FANFICTION

Kabanata 12

Crush

I was devastated.Wala akong ganang kumain sa lunch kahit ilang beses nang iniba ni Soleil ang topic.Nakikisabay ako but not in my usual energy.

"Cres,pasensya ka na talaga kay Gino.Hindi ko alam na-"

I started my rant again "Ang suplado niya! Akala niya kung sinong gwapo!"

She looked at me na parang gulat at natatawa siya.

"Gwapo siya,alright! Pero nakakadismaya ang attitude niya!"

Mariin akong pumikit,naiinis at nahihirapan kung paano ko titigilan ang Ginong yun.

"Pero baka kasalanan ko rin dahil masyado akong makulit?Tingin mo?" I asked hopelessly.

She remained speachless.

My mood changed "Hindi!Suplado siya!Yan nalang ang iispin ko!Ayaw ko sakanya"

When we finished eating dali akong nag punta sa mga pamilihan.Dito ko binuhos ang galit at inis ko kay Gino.I bought shoes,makeup,and more clothes.

We finished eating at nasa parking lot na,negatibo ang nararamdaman ko ngayon.Kaya kada mag a-eye contact kami ni Gino iniirapan ko talaga siya ng todo.

"Buti nalang mabait ang driver ko.Hindi tulad ng nitong driver mo,Leil.Kung samin pa 'to napunta,sisisantehin pa 'yan ni Daddy..." pang iinis ko sakanya.

I know his eyes were on me pero hindi ko ito tinitignan dahil alam ko na malulusaw nanaman ako at baka mawala ang inis ko.

"I don't think that can be called professionalism,too." Patuloy ko

Hinawakan ni Leil ang braso ko at binulong "Cres...tama na..."

"If I was your driver,Leil.I'll go eat lunch with you.Dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na I can still be professional even though I'm out and eating with my amo."

Patuloy ang protesta ko hanggang sa maka abot kami sa bahay ko.Soleil was the one who spoke with Gino pag dating sa papunta sa bahay,hindi nila ako makakausap ng matino dahil nga sa inis ko.

When we reached my house Soleil was about to open my door, "Cres..." bulong niya sinesenyasan ako na bumaba na ng sasakyan niya.

"Hayaan mo siya ang mag bukas para saakin."

Nang mabuksan niya ang pintuan,ilang minuto pa kami nag titigan,bago ako bumaba ng sasakyan

"You know what? You disappointed me so much." I said in a bitter tone. His eyes turned darker than before.

"Crush pa naman kita noon,ngayon hindi na.I hate you," dagdag ko,

I heard na suminghap si Soleil sa likuran.

"Don't worry,I don't like young,loud,and rich girls like you too,"He said in a cold tone bago isinara ang pintuan at iwan ako.

I was stunned.I ran towards our big gate,at hindi ko na sila nilingon pa.My eyes was watery,I felt so sad and broken for a man whom I wished to be mine for a long time.

When I reached rooftop room,I locked the doors and took my clothes off to have a peaceful bath.

I lit the candles I laid around the bathtub earlier,and took out my rose petals and sprinkled it into the water,to add my favorite part I added some lavender in the water aswell.

I dip into the water with my hair,in a messy bun,I also took a sip into my 1892 classic wine.

I stared at the beautiful view in my bathroom,halos kita ang city lights dito,and the atmosphere made me remember about earlier.

I may be a maldita but I am softhearted person.I cry on silly things,I get sad at simple mistakes but I always try to look strong.I don't want anyone showing pity on me.I am Lucresia Lolez and I am strong,I am beautiful,I am worth it.

As I replay my own words of strength,my tears started to run fast.

Crush ko lang siya,I don't love him!I'm crying because of the money I lost searching for his information!Not because of that stupid handsome man!

But as I say that to myself,I started to remember how annoyed he was to me.Hindi pa kamo nakakapag usap he was already,irritated at me.