Hellhole to Hetalia Heaven [ADOPTED BY @pastalover11]

Chapter 9~

No chapter name, but I'm open to ideas!
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I've always been an early riser, and the next day is no different. I wake up before six, and the only country awake is Matthew. I make him promise to make me some pancakes for breakfast, then head baxk upstairs.

After I gather my usually supplies, I lock myself in the bathroom. I always play music while I shower, so I start a playlist on my phone, and turn the volume all the way up.

Once I've undressed, I step into the hot water, just in time for the lyrics of the first song to start. I grab my shaving razor and sing along, "Skies are crying, I am watching, catching teardrops in my hands. Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance. Do you have to, make me feel like, there's nothing left of me?" I'm singing wholeheartedly by now, letting the music overwhelm my focus. "You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am. Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper. Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground. Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper."

I finish shaving my right leg, and move to my left, still singing, "As the smoke clears, I awaken, and untangle you from me. Would it make you, feel better, to watch me while I bleed? All my windows, still are broken, but I'm standing on my feet. You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am. Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper. go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper. Like a skyscraper."

I put the razor down and grab my shampoo, lathering my hair and scalp. "Go run, run, run. I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear. Yeah, go run, run, run. Yeah it's a long way down. But I am closer to the clouds up here."

I sing softer, just like the music, "You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am. Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper.," I get gradually louder, now nearly shouting again as the emotions of the music cloud my logical thinking (pun intended), " Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper. Like a skyscraper! Like a skyscraper."

I rinse out my hair as the song switches to Undo It by Carrie Underwood. "I should've known by the way you passed me by, there was something in your eyes, and it wasn't right.

I should've walked but I never had the chance, everything got out of hand, and I let it slide.

Now I only have myself to blame, for falling for your stupid games.

I wish my life could be the way it was before, I saw your face."

I grab my goat milk based body soap and net spongie thing, forming a bubbly foam to wash myself with. "You stole my happy, you made me cry. Took the lonely and took me for a ride, and I wanna u-u-u-u-u-undo it.

You had my heart, now I want it back. I'm starting to see, everything you lack.

Boy you blew it, you put me through it. I wanna u-u-u-u-u-undo it!

Nah, nah, nah-nah, nah. Nah-nah, nah-nah, nah. Nah, nah, nah-nah, nah, nah.

And now your photos don't have a picture frame, and I never say your name, and I never will.

And all your things, well I threw 'em in the trash, and I'm not even sad.

Now you only have yourself to blame, for playing all those stupid games.

You're always gonna be the sa-ame, oh no, you'll never change!

You stole my happy, you made me cry. Took the lonely and took me for a ride, and I wanna u-u-u-u-undo it.