Most of us are hurting
Most of us are searching
Someone to love
Someone to understand
Most the time I'm fighting
Multiple voices residing
In my head
Then there's you
You bring silence to my violent truth
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"I found love in you And I've learned to love me too Never have I felt that I could be all that you see It's like our hearts have intertwined into the perfect harmony
This is why I love you Ooh this is why I love you Because you love me You love me This is why I love you Ooh this is why I love you Because you love me You love me
I found love in you And no other love will do Every moment that you smile chases all of the pain away Forever and a while in my heart is where you'll stay
This is why I love you Ooh this is why I love you Because you love me You love me This is why I love you Ooh this is why I love you Because you love me You love me This is why I love you Ooh this is why I love you Because you love me You love me" I sang, looking down at my sleeping daughters. Because of them I'm a better person and because of them I am forever grateful for the women they have made me.
"Mommy loves you heaven... mommy loves you Raegan." I whispered, kissing their foreheads as I rubbed both of their backs.
No matter what, I know that to them I am their superhero and that through their eyes I am perfect as I am but I know that I need some closure so that I can leave the past in the past and be able to love not only them but Keraun without having any doubts and letting those negative things get to me all the time.
Hearing my phone ring, I answered it seeing that it was Keraun FaceTiming me.
"Hey baby." I said, watching him throw hisself onto his bed making me laugh.
"Hey mamas, what y'all doing over there. Where my babies at, I miss y'all." He said, throwing his arm over his eyes as he yawned.
"Right now they're taking their naps and we're just having a chill day. Baby I really miss you." I pouted, as he smirked. "Seriously, I can't wait until you get back home so that I can just hug and kiss up on my lil big baby." I smiled, letting the stress from earlier today drift off to the back of my head.
"I should be back home in a month mamas." Once he said that, I had a little mini meltdown. "I know, I was suppose to come back home this week but BET contacted my manager and they want me to host the BET social awards, this a big opportunity for me." I nodded my head in agreement.
"I know, and I'm happy for you. I just miss you is all and I just feel like everything is all over the place right now in my head." I sighed, as he sat up, staring at me intently.
