Takin To New Land

2/Connection

I wake up looking around the room I rush to the tv cutting it on changing it to the news seeing my face. "My daughter went missing yesterday please help me find her!" I watch as my mom cry feeling all kinds of emotions. I cut the tv off, I open the closet grabbing a big grey t-shirt and a pair of grey Tommy Hilfiger boxers and I head to the shower hopping in quickly cleaning my body singing to myself "Although we've come to the end of the road see I can't let go" I hear a knock on the door "What are you doing no locking doors!?" I sigh getting out throwing on the outfit opening the door meeting his eyes "You look good" "Thank you, Master" I say getting on the bed as he sits down in front of me "I made your breakfast it's downstairs come on..." We get downstairs I get the plate faking a smirk eating it rapidly "Slow down I have to sell you to my boss a week from now" I shrug giving up on running away "Whatever but I thought you were my master" I get up putting my plate in the sink brushing pass him "Gimme a hug" I hug him lightly "Your going to sell me now why are you trying to connect with me?" I ask seductively rubbing over his bare skin filled with tattoos "I sold over 10 different girls" "And you didn't try to build a connection with them" "No, I didn't and I couldn't my father taught me not to mix business with pleasure"  I nod as he stared into my eyes causing a spark "You know your different from other girls I see why boss wants you" "Whose boss?" "Not my Boss he's very high in the company and he wants to buy you" I nod, "I think you shouldn't sell me" I smirk knowing what I'm talking about "Why shouldn't I!?"  I walk over to the chair he's sitting in straddling him "Because I know you don't want to like you said before I'm different" he gripped my ass staring up at me "Your perfect Mag and I already know everything about you but I have some good money riding on this" I get walking to the kitchen grabbing my cup of coke walking back up to my room. I watch as he comes in sitting on the bed "Look you just a bitch I was told to kidnapped look I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings but it is what it is" he shrugged looking at the wall in front of us "And your just a pussy ass nigga whose upset cause in the past he got his feelings hurt" I spoke scooting to the headboard laying down on my side I feel his presence as he flips me over on my back "Don't talk to me like that!" "Austin I can do what I want!" I feel his hands rubbing my stomach"Shh..." I tense up as I feel his hand in my boxers "I want you to stop disrespecting me" "Yes Master" I feel his fingers rubbing my area "Stop I'm not ready" he roughly kissed me shutting me up "I know your not go to sleep" I laid there falling asleep... I wake up not knowing what time, day, or month I've been here for 3 days and I haven't been able to talk to anyone let alone keep up with date and time. "Good morning" I roll my eyes at his sarcastic approach"What time is it!?" "It's 1:45 am" I shake my head "Hey, I got some news the guy is willing to buy you but I told him I'll actuation you off" I look at him trying to see if he's joking "You wouldn't do that to me!" He sighs "I need you to get dress" I just stay sitting not caring about the consequences, "I said get up" I get up walking to him "You wouldn't sell me" he looked the other way, "You told me about the other girls I'm the only one that made you nervous your scared of me" I speak with my hands around his neck "You can't get rid of me" I smirk removing my hands from his neck to under his shirt I rub over his stomach tats "I want you" I bit my lip "You want me" "Stop! Mag" "No not until you don't sell me because trust me I am worth more than money, diamonds, rubies" he pushed my hand off his stomach "Don't test me Magnolia!" I look at him shocked getting ready to tell back "You the one who's selling people and not thinking if this is good for anybody!!" "I thought about it just like you see these girls parents on the news crying hurts cause I have them when their wondering where they are!!... I grew up around sex trafficking to the point that I caught up in it... You might know my name but you don't know my story" I pull him closer to me hugging him "How do you expect me to understand when you're pushing me away!?" He looked into my eyes "I'll call it off and I'll quit" I nod smiling. "I don't want you to give up your life for me, we just met I'm not going to pressure you" I speak to him truthfully "We both jumped headfirst into this situation without realizing we were in over our head" He yelled at me "I didn't jump Into anything you kidnapped me!...I was glued to the life I had and you came along and made it complicated!...You are an asshole and I pity you" I yell back crying feeling a hard slap to my face "Shut the fuck up!...I gave you a better life you were a goody-two-shoes riding around on a yellow bus" I huff getting madder "Shut up! You didn't do anything for my life it's only been 3 days you selfish prick fucking asshole!!" I yell hitting him "Stop it, Bitch! Your fuckin crazy dude" I roll my eyes walking away crying. I get into my room spotting my backpack I pick it up grabbing my notebook writing my feelings...

"Sometimes I feel high when I'm around you other times you drive me insane like there's a parasite in my brain but I love it cause it's your fault. I love how you brush me off, yell at me telling me what to do, and slapping me only makes me fight back more. I love you, dork, it's been three days and I never learned so much about a person just by observing, you drive me insane"

"I'm sorry" I nod as he comes in sitting in front of me on the bed "I can't believe you treated me like shit; no one has ever treated me like that" I turned around hurt written on my face "Yesterday you promised you'll stop" he kept his head down "I know but this is different I can't keep trying to be that good guy you want I'm a bad guy!" I roll my eyes kissing him to shut him up "You're not a bad guy if you were I wouldn't have kissed you and I wouldn't be telling you I love you" I speak staring into his eyes "Can't tell you I love you cause I don't even love myself" I nod understanding his truth I lay down against my headboard "Goodnight" I smile falling asleep...