One Last Shot

12, Addison

Twelve – Addison

This was insane, but I didn't want it to stop. As he was leaving light kisses up and down my neck, I felt his erection against my lower back. He groaned when I lightly pushed back against him. "You going to finish that thought?"

"Mmm." I giggled. "Nope, fuck." I put my hand up and around to the back of his neck pulling him in closer, his hands stayed very still on my waist, so when he turned me around and lifted me up and against him, then pushed me against the only open wall in the room I let out a big breath. His mouth quickly found mine. My legs were wrapped around his waist, he still had his dress pants on, and I was pretty positive I was leaking through my panties at this point.

He lifted me up a little higher and I heard the belt jingle then hit the floor, when he brought me back down against him, he was just in his briefs. That thin material was the only thing separating us. He pulled away slightly and smiled before placing a soft kiss against my lips. Then I was off the wall and we walked out of the closet. He sat down on the bed, so I was straddling him. I took his face in my hands and pulled his lips back to mine as I grinded down against him. The noise that broke free from his chest made my heart race.

His hands were now on my ass squeezing it and moving my core against him. We both broke the kiss from breathing so heavily and I threw my head back. His lips connected to my chest, but then he pulled away and stopped moving.

When my eyes made it to his I saw fear flashing over them. My head started to clear slightly realizing what we were doing right now. "Oh my god..." I cover my face, but he was quick to move them away.

"Addison, how do you feel about me?" My eyes were wide.

"What?"

"Do you have real feelings towards me?" I blew air out my nose with a little laugh. How do I tell this man that he owns my body, soul, heart, head...everything? "I know how I feel about you." I looked back at him and waited. He placed a small kiss on the tip of my nose.

"How?" He let out a small laugh looked down for a second then back up.

"Well you're kind of on top of me right now, I know that says something." He huffed.

"You would never lie to me."

"You are right, I wouldn't. I couldn't ever lie to you. Right now, right this second, as I'm painfully hard for the easily millionth time in the past two and a half months?" He rubbed his hand over his beard then up his face and through his hair. "I'm afraid to tell you, you know I'm never afraid to tell you anything, but this, I don't want it to be misconstrued into me trying to sleep with you because that isn't the case. I barely have any self-control left, that doesn't mean we can't stop right now." I bit my lip.

"Tell me, please." I looked back at him through my lashes. He put his hand through his hair again before putting it back down on my waist with the other one.

"I want to rip up the contract, this relationship is real to me, how I feel about you is real. I...I have a hard time not thinking about you every minute of every day. When I see your face or those kids, it's like my whole world is just right. Addison...I..." He rubbed his beard again and let out a small laugh, looking down then back up into my eyes with a smile over his handsome face. "I'm in love with you." He let out a small laugh again. "Like fully head over heels, with you and those kids, there is nothing I wouldn't do for the three of you. I could never imagine my life without you guys in it a year from now, and I don't want to-" I cut him off by slamming my lips against his hard.

He pulled our bodies together as tears were sliding down my cheeks. My chest could burst right now I was so happy. He flipped us so my back was now on the bed and pulled away just a little bit with a huge smile.