Marooned with 1D

Chapter 12

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Chapter 12

ERIN POV

I ran to the beach, I wasn't in tears, though I felt I should be. I was just too angry. My best friend had known for weeks that she was going to die and it took being stranded on an island for her to tell me!? I sat down on the beach, the sun was about to set. I don't handle bad news well but when it's something like this... the worst thing is being the last to know. I am always the last one to know. My friends say that it's because I am too emotional. And you know what!? I am emotional, I love my friends and family. It hurts to know that they don't think they can tell me something.

I was furious at everything! Myself, Margaux, this island,... Harry. Harry hurts me, I see him and Nicole with each other all the time. Always telling jokes saying," that's what she said!"  all the time. Does Harry like Nicole? He doesn't realize that it pains me to see him with her, ya I know i'm just being a Jealous girl. Harry is just a beutiful person. and I dont just mean on the outside but on the inside too. Behind those green eyes you can just see a whole other side to him, not just the one that you see from  One D.  A side that is just waiting to get out.  You can tell that he is a sweet, caring guy who can be really clueless. He tries to hide it by acting all manly but he really is just a Vulnerable person. And even though I love Nicole, I have known her my whole life. She's a player, and she will break Harry's heart.

I was so confused, I had mixed feelings at the moment. Between being sad,mad, and in disbelief. So I took off my shirt and Pants and walked into the ocean with nothing bu my under garments. The water was warm but felt good against my cold skin. I only went in waist high. 

I started think 'bout home. Being in my room playing the guitar and writing songs. Or playing the Piano. I was the musical one out of the girls. Between Nicole and her multiple boyfriends, Marcy and her Multiple sports. Jess inventing things in the kitchen, and Margaux... She always had the best geades, was in all AP classes, and winning academic awards. We never understood why she wanted to travel before college,she had her whole life ahead of her. Until now.

Then their was me with all my instruments. I could play a lot of things. Guitar, Piano, saxaphone, drums... and I sang. That is what I loved doing the most... singing. Standing in the water I started to think of a recent  song that I had been practicing, just a song I liked and was doing for Fun.

Does he tell you he loves you when you least expect it
Does he flutter your heart when he kisses your neck
No scientist, or biology
It's obvious, when he's holding me
It's only natural that i'm so affected

And my heart won't beat again
If I can't feel him in my veins
No need to question, I already know

It's in his dna
D-d-d-dna
It's in his dna
And he just takes my breath away
B-b-breath away
I feel it every day, and that's what makes a man
Not hard to understand
Perfect in every way
I see it in his face
Nothing more to say
It's in his d-d-d-dna

It's the green in his eyes that helps me see the future
Fingerprints that leave me covered for days, yeah yeah
Now I don't have any first degree
But I know, what he does to me
No need to work it out, it's so familiar

And my heart won't beat again
If I can't feel him in my veins
No need to question, I already know

its in his d-d-d-dna.