[ON HOLD] We're Not Meant To Be Together (Logan Paul)

Chapter 14

Alexandra's pov.

"what are you gonna do, alexa?" andrew looks to me worryingly.
"i dont know." i look down. my mind went blank ever since i saw the kiss. i cant even think a single solution to this. "i'll just let it slide."

"what?!" jake slams the counter. "why do you still give that man a chance? he will do it all again! i grew up with him, alexa. i know him better than anyone else."
"i just dont want to pick a fight for now. plus, i dont want to lose my job." i look away.
"but, this is just gonna hurt you, alexa. im worried about you." andrew added.
"im going to be fine. if anything, i'll contact you guys, okay?" i reassure them.

"okay." both of them reply in unison.

-

i walk into my house after jake drop me off in front of the apartment complex earlier. if it wasn't because i need to buy something at the pharmacy, i would've call an uber.

turning on all the lights, i see a known figure, facing the window. logan? i walk closer.

as i draw myself closer to the figure, suddenly it dissappears. what? is that just a illusion? i was left blank in front of the window.

i must've been so tired. and, my head hurts so bad. i made my way to the counter where i place my medicines.

taking several pills of the painkiller, i gulp them down to my throat together with a glass of water. i felt more dizzy than ever. overdose. i took it too much.

i fall down to the floor and blacked out.

-

Logan's pov.

i sit down on my bed as looking blankly at the balcony. what have i done? i made the same mistake all over again in my life. severe and continuous lapse of judgement. what the fuck wrong with me?

kissing someone i just know a few weeks ago, left my girlfriend, thinking that she didn't care about me but she just trying to make me proud of her.

"logan?" spencer's voice could be heard from outside and followed by a few knocks. "can i come in?"
"yeah. come in." i turn to him. "what is it, spence?"
"are you okay?" he wraps his arm around my shoulders.
"what do you expect? just another broken logan paul." i let out a sigh.

"if she comes back tomorrow, will you tell her about this?"
"hell no." i shot my head up to him. "i dont want to disturb her."
"why not?"
"its better if she doesn't know this."

"why, logan? are you trying to hurt her?"
"n-no. it just-..... i dont know, man." i felt so guilty that i cant even think of anything. "i felt bad that i want to say sorry, but at the same time i dont want to hurt her.."

"logan, you know this is wrong, right?"
"i know. but, im taking this risk." i look down. this is all my fault. im responsible of this..

-
> few weeks laterrrr

Alexandra's pov.

i woke up to my ringtone ringing and found out i fell asleep in the living room once again.. i get up and refresh myself. it has been a week since i didn't talk to anyone in team maverick after the thing i saw before.

my phone rings again, on the counter. i walk over there and grab my phone. 'mav mike'? why mike's calling me?

"hello?" i said once my phone goes on my ear.
"alexa. do you have any plans tonight?"
"not really, why? is there anything i can help you with? did logan dislike the preview i sent him?" i shot mike with questions. there's so much possibility could happen when im not there.

"yo, chill. why are you attacking me with those questions? i dont know about logan. we dont really speak to him since last week."
"what happened last week?" im in curiosity. is it about that thing?
"you dont need to know." he avoids my question. "i would like to have you on my show 'the night shift' tonight. are you down?"

"yeah. that would be cool! what time do you want me to be there?" i reply in excitement. finally, something to distract my mind from these shitty stuffs happening around me.
"10 would be okay." i look up the wall clock once mike said that. i might get back home at midnight.
"its a deal then."
"okay, see you later, alexa." he hung up.

now, what to wear?