[ON HOLD] We're Not Meant To Be Together (Logan Paul)

Chapter 17

> weeks laterrrr

Alexandra's pov.

i sit on the floor watching my phone ringing for the past few hours. all the calls came from the same person. spencer.

i dont know where my life is actually going.. logan cheated on me, spencer, who i trusted the most, break me down. is this how everything's going to end?

if.

if there's someone that could tell me what's going on behind every single shit that is happening to me right now.

i would appreciate, swear to god.

suddenly, i hear knocks coming from the front door.

"hold up." i get up and run for the door. i wonder who would actually see me right now. i open the door and-

"no time for questions. let me in and i'll tell you everything you need to know." mike walked into my house after taking off his shoes.
"m-mike. w-what are you doing here? h-how about logan? w-what if he knows that youre here?"
"leave that motherfucker.. he dont even give a shit to team maverick anymore. i dont know what the fuck did jenny gave to him that he's behaving like that." mike sit down on the couch and helped himself with the cookies in the jar.
"what did jenny gave him?"

"that bitch gave logan a poisoned cheesecake last week. only god know what kind of drugs she puts in that."
"l-logan was poisoned?" my heart breaks into pieces after i heard the news.
"y-yeah." mike hold both of my shoulder. "and jenny puts the blame on you. i dont know if logan's actually believing it."

i cant- i cant hold it back. i let myself fall into mike's hold. i feel like im dead. no reason for me to live anymore if everything's not going the way it supposed to be.

"c-can you take me there? tonight?" i said between my own sobs.
"are you sure?"
"yes. let me see him for the last time." i got up and consume several painkiller pills.
"alexa-"

"at least i wont be dead in sorrow." i laughed in sarcasm.
"alexa. we love you. jenny-"
"just bring me there. okay?"

-

"hey everyone!" i shouted as walking into the house.
"oh god! alexa!" dani run up to me and hugged me. "we miss you."
"alexa...." spencer walk closer to me. "what are you doing here?"

"spencer... hi." i look away. i set myself on the chair and began to work on some of my incomplete works. "im just stopping by.. to let go all of my work here. im resigning."
"but-"
"great! you are no help to this team, alexandra. no one will ever miss you." jenny walk into the room.

"i did never ask for your opinion on me."
"wow. almost a whole month gone, and still rude as fuck!" she slams the table. ignoring her, i look away to the other side of the room, just to come across-

"a-alexa? is that you?" logan freezes once he saw me. "b-babe. i-i missed you." i stand up and look away, my hands shaking.

he walks closer to me, just to reach my arms but i step away before he did so.

"what's wrong?" he talks softly. "alexa... why did you do this to me? i missed you so bad. i still love you. where have you been?"
"mike, you told me you're going to supermarket for your show, right?" i change the subject.
"yeah." he answered short.
"let's go. im coming with you." i turn around and walk out from the house.

getting in mike's car, i burst out into tears. later, mike gets in and starts the engine.

"hey. dont be like this. just ignore jenny." he holds my hand.
"its not about jenny." i said between my own sobs. "its logan."
"what did he tell you other than what i heard?"
"no. he tell me nothing. i-i was scared. everything comes back to my mind. making me anxious."

"wipe your tears, ok? just wipe the feelings off. everything's gonna be okay." he handed me a tissue.
"thanks mike."
"welcome. that's what friends for."

mike drive both of us to the grocery store. we bought everything that is needed for his show, the night shift, that will be recorded tonight.

beside accompanying him, i get to relax myself a little bit from the incident earlier. hope nothing bad will happen again.

"alexa?" mike pokes my arm. "are you okay?"
"huh? yeah. i-im okay."
"you seem zoned out."
"nah. dont worry about me." i shrug it off. "do you get everything we need?"

"yeah. i did. come on. let's go home."

-

and im wrong.