[ON HOLD] We're Not Meant To Be Together (Logan Paul)

Chapter 19

Alexandra's pov.

i drive to calabasas with a broken heart. maybe hanging out with jake would make me feel better.

do i really deserve this? i dont fucking know if there's anyone in team maverick would trust me after all these bullshit. is this how you supposed to feel when youre dumped? by the person who loves you?

i pulled over and see jake is recording a video, probably for his channel. relax, smile and act as if nothing happened. you dont want to him to know youre sad right?

i walk out from the car and smile as wide as i can.

"that's all for today, make sure turn on post notification! see you next time, jake paulers! peace!" he did the outro and turn off his camera.

"hey, jake!" i greet him.
"hey! how have you been? what's good with team maverick?" he asks as we walk into the team 10 mansion. fuck.
"yeah. im doing great. the team is- doing well. yeah. they are doing well." i lowered my voice.
"alexa? what happened?"

"nothing." i need to change the topic. "hey, im just wondering if you would let me stay here for a while."
"didn't you supposed to stay with logan as both of you will be flying to manchester for a charity event later?"
"i-" i completely forgot that.
"did logan hurt you?" he holds my both hands. i cant. this is too painful for me.

"he didn't trust me anymore." i break down in front of him and he managed to catch me from falling to the ground.

-

"so, you were framed? by that jenny kid?" jake asks right away after i finished told him what happened earlier.
"poor you. did he investigate first?" tana comforts me by hugging me.
"doesn't seems like he does." i rolled my eyes, annoyed by logan's action towards me.

"it's okay. you can stay here as long as you want. we have an empty room upstairs."
"thanks, guys. i promise i'll leave as soon as i feel better. sorry for the inconvenience."
"dont be sorry. we are here for you." tana hugs me and pats my shoulder.

little did i know, my phone was vibrating the whole time in my bag.

-

>few days laterrrr

Logan's pov.

i looked around as i unlock the door. the neighbours wouldn't be happy if they know i have the keys for alexa's house.

quickly, i walk into her house and lock the doors. it was a mess. i still remember we cleaned the house together. what happened though?

"alexa? are you here?" i called her name. no answer. not surprising, for sure.

"alexa, babe. please, i am so sorry. i didn't mean to hurt you. it was jenny's fault. i should've trust you. i know i made a mistake." i talked as i made my way to her bedroom.

i walk in and nothing is in my expectations .

there's so much painkiller bottles all over the floor and much more on her desk. why did she do this to herself?

maybe, she was hurt. she hate the facts that i gave so much attention to jenny, not her. i should've notice that. what the fuck wrong with you, logan.

wait. maybe she will responds if i send her a text. i type a short message and send to her phone.

"a message from 'mav logan'." a computed voice could be heard from the living room. not knowing what is it, i run to the front.

turns out, it's just a google home unit.

"google, read the message from 'mav logan'." i command.
"reading text message from 'mav logan' : 'alexa, where are you' question mark." google reads exactly what i just sent to alexa. "do you want to reply?"

"no." i replied back. she changed my contact name. does she really trying to forget me that much?

"a message from 'team 10 andrew'." google home speaks again. andrew? isn't that jake's friend? what the fuck he want from alexa?
"read the message. now." my heart boils thinking what could it be between him and alexa.
"reading text message from 'team 10 andrew' : 'hey, alexa. jake called me saying youre in calabasas. want me to bring you guys some food' question mark."

calabasas. how come that never crosses my mind.