[ON HOLD] We're Not Meant To Be Together (Logan Paul)

Chapter 30

Alexandra's pov.

"i-i love you. i feel tears on my shoulder. is he- "i hate the fact that i cant find the old you. the one i knew, the one i loved. so, i gave up. i lost everything." another hiccup from him. "one blink and i found out your relationship with norman guy.."
"there's nothing between me and him. not anymore." i look away.

logan pulled me closer to him. lifting his head up, i made a contact with his eyes. those clear eyes, blue iris mixed with green once i fell in love with, now full of tears. his well built body once strong enough to smack a guy, felt too hot and shivering. might be a fever.

he is in his weak spot. i. i am his weak spot.

"alexandra rivera." logan calls my full name. "do you. love me?" his voice cracks, asking for forgiveness before break into tears.

i broke him. i let him suffer. yet he still wants me. for what? just for hurting his heart all over again? but, i surely cant say no right now. he was pleading, begging actually.

"i-.." please. please made this a right choice. at least for him. "i do. i do love you." my hand slowly finds its way to caress his cheeks.

"please- please dont leave me." our foreheads met.
"i wont."

"will you take me back in your life?" he looks up.
"yes, logan." i smile to him. "i will."

two hearts become one, i closed my eyes and we kissed. it wasnt anything serious. a just a remorseful kiss from him, regretting the fact that he left me. no lust, no anger. just slow and passionate.

deep in my heart, i know this is wrong.

logan pulls me down to the bed, still hugging me tight. his heart beats faster, breath become heavier.

"logs?," and he was sobbing. "babe, stop. im here. im here with you." comforting him, he cools down and eventually fell asleep.

me as well.

- guess who ran out of idea in this quarantine days? ME.

also, thank you for still holding up with these slow update from me :'>