AJ's Poetry Book

Fuck You

Fuck you for the lies
Fuck you for all the things that I can't deny...

I'm so fucking tired and I feel like I'm breaking, stuck in a black box that seems to have no escape...

And I'm drowning...

Drowning in my own tears, turning the term "cry me a river" into some sick reality,

I'm tired of the stress and all those memories that I can't seem to remember all that well, all the pain that seems to flood back,

All the time,
Everyday,
It's all the same,
All pain and no gain..

So fuck you.
For the impact you've made on me untill today,

Fuck you.
Cuz you people were the reason for my lies every day,
Can barely seem to say "I'm fine" with a smile, yet it's all the same, they nod and because I've said I'm fine every thing is a-ok...

So Fuck you.
To the bullies and the abusers,
To the liars, to cheaters

Fuck you,
To contradicters,
And all those people who made so many people non-believers.

Y'all need to learn how to spread love and not hate,
Don't discriminate,

Fuck you,
To the harsh things in my mind.

I go to grasp my flame,
And with it there is so much I will gain,
All love and fame,
Glory to my name,
I'm taking back my power.

So,
Fuck you,
To all those people who've hurt the good in our hearts,
And made some fall apart.

And it's ok to crumble just a little bit at the start,
just keep on going,
You'll be stronger than you were before in the start.

And I am learning to love myself and embrace my scars and stiches and wounds alike,

And some things have to fall apart before they fall together.

But I swear,
even if it don't seem like it now,
It will get better.