Over a week has passed since I talked with Seokjin about the training and he's never mentioned it since. I'm starting to think he either has had second thoughts, or just forgot about it. I'm too much of a pussy to bring it up, so I've just been continuing my daily life knowing that I'm actually supposed to get a hold of myself. Every day I'm scared someone is going to ask me how it's going because I know I won't be able to lie about it.
I'm not completely wasting my time though. I still meditate a lot to calm my nerves and I managed to get the courage to ask an alpha in my class if I could borrow his shirt to get more used to the scent. Thankfully he was totally cool with it and said he understood how I felt. It feels very weird sitting on my bed trying to meditate with a classmates smelly shirt on my lap, but it's the best I can do at the moment. Of course it'd be easier if Hoseok and Jimin could shut up for a moment.
"Ey dude, check out this move," Hoseok says and does yet another break dance on the floor.
"Not bad, Hyung! Did you learn that in school?" Jimin asks.
"Nah, I've been doing some dance battles on the streets and the girl I danced with did this. They don't teach this kinda stuff in school."
"Oooh, you should bring me with you sometime. I'd like to see it."
I give up on my meditation and open my eyes with a groan. Hoseok and Jimin look at me in surprise.
"Woah, I thought you were sleeping," Hoseok says.
"While sitting up in the middle of the bed?" I ask in an annoyed tone.
"In my defense I've seen you sleeping in some weird positions before, so this is pretty tame in comparison."
"Well, I wasn't sleeping. I was trying to meditate, but you two don't make it easy for me when you're dancing and talking all the time."
"I thought the whole point of meditating was to find peace in any kind of situation?" Jimin says.
"Not for me! I just want some goddamn peace and quiet for once!"
They both scratch their heads and look at each other as if to say "He's being a bitch again". I know I am, but seeing them do that so openly only makes me more irritated.
"Ugh, forget it," I mutter and fall back against the bed to angrily stare up at the ceiling.
Jimin and Hoseok quietly go to sit down on Hoseok's bed.
"He's like a girl on her period," Jimin whispers.
"Yeah, except it's 24/7."
"I heard that," I say and they both flinch as they realize they fucked up.
They don't dare to say anything else and I look up at the white, slightly cracked, paint for several minutes, not wanting to do anything now that I'm upset. The door to the bedroom opens and I don't even want to bother sitting up to see who it is, but when Seokjin's sweet scent reaches my nose I sit up faster than Taehyung finishes his dinner (which is fast). I stare at him like some kind of lunatic and he smiles awkwardly, clearly knowing why I'm reacting like this.
"Hey, JK, can I borrow you for a moment?" he says and my sheets become a mess as I try to get out of bed as fast as humanly possible.
I don't care what he needs me for, I'll gladly help him with anything. Jimin and Hoseok follow me with their eyes as I hurry on over to Seokjin.
"What's up with him?" Hoseok whispers.
"I dunno, but I've had a feeling for a while that he has a crush on-"
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A/B/O || Jinkook
Fanfiction"Maybe a miracle happens and I wake up as a beta like the others?" Jungkook finally presents as an alpha and all of his beta hyungs are happy for him... because they're all betas, right? At least that's what he's always been told and believed, but h...
