The Confessions of Andora and Kai

Kai

Confession #10: I made out with your sister for a impulsive three minutes.

"How could you..."

"Fucking scumbag..."

"And you! You fucking hypocrite!"

"All you guys do is lie to everyone..."

"You'd make the perfect fucking pair."

"I'm such a idiot..."

"I loved you..."

"I fucking hate you..."

"Get out!"

I watched the mohaghany door slam in my face whipping violent air into my nostrils. I hesitated leaving wondering how the hell I could get out of the shit I created. But by the look of aminosity and wanly horror on Zoey's face and the callous and glazed expression Andora held, I'd probably have to go through the nine circles of hell before either would utter a word to me.

I started with Zoey first.

Zoey, I'm so sorry. And I can't stand to think about what I've done. I love you Zoey and I really can't stand the fact that I've hurt you.

I just want to talk.

No I get it you need space.

I understand you never wanting to talk to me ever again.

But I just need to hear your voice again.

Each day she somehow managed to avoid me in the halls, with the exception of her glaring friends who had let the whole school know what happened between Zoey, Andi, and I. It was as if she transferred from the school . And Andi was another story, she seemed to turn the other way everytime I saw her in the hallways usually escaping with such guile, I could never catch her in time.

For some reason today was different. Andi seemed to forget to be as aware as she usually was and was travelling down the halls unknowningly with her earbuds in. Her hands were fidgety, each finger wiggling as if she was trying to gain back feeling that she lost in them and she walked with ease that usually didn't occur when she spotted me.

"Hey," I grabbed onto Andi's shoulder watching her swing her curls in my direction, I caught a glimpse of her widened eyes before she turned back around and started walking quicker through the hallway. Like fast and furious she rushes down the hall bumping people's arms before taking a sharp turn into the english department hallway.

"Andi wait," I get close enough to grasp her hand.

"No," She yelped ripping her hand from my wrist and pushing me back with her other hand. "You don't get it? You're a guy, you get to do whatever the fuck you want. I'm the one who fucked up, not you. I'm the one they look at in disgust--not you."

A wave shock hits me frozen in place forcing me to watch Andora as she rushed down the hallway.

Shit.