Chris x Mr.beast (Jimmy) DISCONTINUED!

without you I lost me

~This one might be a bit sad~

Jimmy POV

I saw him leave. "Dammit Chris" Why, just why? You always leave when this happens. Even when it's a slight disagreement you drag it on like it matters. It doesn't matter. None of it does.

I grab my coat and keys, pull on my shoes and head for the door. Right as I step outside of hear a car turn on. "Thank God" I mutter as I run to the sound. I jump in Chris's car before he can leave.

"Get out" He says through clenched teeth. "No" I say smoothly. He turns to look at me for the first time in awhile. "I said Get. The. Hell. Out." "I heard you the first time" I say not backing down from this now staring contest.

"Then listen and get out of my car Jim" He never calls me Jim unless of one of three things. He's pissed (obviously that one) he's sad, or he needs cuddles. I hear the car door open and released that Chris ran out. He literally just went ZOOM and was gone.

I get out and run after him.

~Time skip cause why tf not~

We've been running for awhile and I think I know where he's going. He's going to the place we first met. Does he always go here?

I stop to catch my breath but Chris keeps running. "Dude how the hell?" I say in between pants. He starts to head to the park that we go to film sometimes. Yep he's going straight for where I thought he was.

After a few minutes I walk over to him and sit down. He doesn't say anything. Just sits there. I look over to see him looking out over the lake. I smile. I've always imagined that I would get married here. It's calm, beautiful, quite. I look over to see Chris silently crying.

I wrap my arm around him and pull him in for a hug. "Chris?" I ask. "Hmm" You now this is where I want to get married at right?" He nods in response. I smile a bit. "You know that before I met you I don't really know how I lived? It's been nearly three years since we met here. You know that I left a lot of shit behind and so have you. But this," I say. "This can't not happen. I don't want to grow apart. I don't want to fight. I don't want to. I want you to stay, please."

He buries his head in my chest. "Jimmy you know I have to go" A tear drop. "Please Chris, I'm so sorry" I let out a choked sob. "You can't" He lifts his head.

"I love you Jimmy. More than anything" He says as he fades. He leaves me sitting on my own on our bench.

"I love you more Chris. And now that you're gone I-" Another sob. "Without you I lost me too." I say to the grave sitting next to the bench that says
"In loving memory of Chris the meme God (couldn't find his real name) born: July 1st 1996
Death: December 20th 2018"

~hello y'all sorry this took really long I've been really busy with school and shit. Also this has gotten to almost 100 views. How and why? But I love you losers and Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays!!!