With Love From Josh

Your Choice

I panicked. What does he mean by that?!
Sidney:"Sir, I really have to go."
"Please" I added as an afterthought.
Josh:" You r going nowhere till I'm through with u."
I gulped as I saw his hungry eyes rake my body up and down.
Sidney :"Please..." I wimpered.
A dark chuckle rose from his throat as he closed the one meter gap between us. I involuntarily took a step back. The lustful heat radiating off him was scary. It felt dangerously strong and cruel. He grabbed me by my waist while I was taking yet another step back . He pressed me against himself till my waist hurt. He was probably cracking my waist bones. It felt as if he aimed to break me in 2.
He nuzzled my neck and inhaled deeply. My eyes kept widening in fear as I struggled to free myself.
Josh :"Stop moving or I will make u regret it!"
I stilled instantly. With his left he pulled a shot gun out of his pocket and pointed it at the side of my forehead. I shivered and this made him smile again. Damn ! I never knew I could hate a smile so much!
Josh :"Don't make a sound. And don't trick yourself that I won't shoot u. Do as I tell u"
With that he let go of my waist and stood behind me with the gun at the back of my head. "Bring your hands" he said. He held both my hands firmly from behind. "Walk" was whispered in a growl into my ears. I grinded my teeth to avoid allowing the tears to prick my eyes as I did what I was told. He directed me from behind till we reached  a double door. He touched something. The mystery doors swang open. And as I entered I was fascinated by the view, the qualit
y and type of materials used in the room, the fancy lights and all. Until my eyes clashed with the king sized bed. My heart skipped a beat. I knew I should have slept with my boyfriend b4 I had to break up with him. Now I'm going to lose my verginity to this boss of my boss who looks like my age mate. And to think he is my boss's boss. I bet he killed to get where he is. A hard pinch in my side made me fly back to reality pretty fast.
Sidney :" If u have any plans involving that bed right now it's rape and is punishable by imprisonment"
Josh: "Rape? He asked in a teasing tone." Y would I want to rape you? "
I blushed.
Sidney: "Well I see it was a mistake. Of course you wouldn't do that. You wouldn't stoop so low"
Josh :"You said it yourself. I wouldn't stoop so low. " He made me walk to a small table in front of a mirror and told me to sit down. There was a fitness magazine on it and he told me to open to page 23. I did and found a sheet of paper some terms and conditions printed on it. I refused to understand what was going on.
Josh: "I give u 5 minutes to read it and sign it. U better hurry up. The longer u keep me waiting the more unbearable I will be"
I read a whole lot. This must be the form to sign when I agree to be his surrogate.
Sidney :"I don't want to sign it."
The gun touched my forehead coldly.
Josh :". U will sign it! And be quick!!"
Sidney :"It says at the bottom of the form that I'm not being forced to sign it or under the influenceence of any substance.
Josh: "Sign it or not. It's your choice." With the word "choice" out of his mouth he released the safety catch of his gun and his eyes glaced over. I sighed in bitter defeat. I raised the pen to sign.
Josh :"R u sure u want to sign it? I mean, no pressure"
I glared at him. Since I wasn't ready to loose my life I'm accepting defeat .... .for now . Victory is not won with one battle. I'm going to make him regret this day! He snatched up the signed folder as soon as I was done. He looked down at me sitting in his chair. "Go and sit on the bed.
My problem is solved." . My heart beat went over drive. Standing over me he slowly took off his clothes one by one. I was sweating from fear now. I go farther away from him. Only ending up in the middle of the bed. He took his gun and got into the bed. "Get out of the bed" he commanded in a husky voice.I didn't need to be told twice. I flew from his side. "Seduce me" he told me.
What does he think of me!
Sidney :"I can't."
I didn't want him to get too pissed of so I added,
"I don't know how to do it."
Josh :"Come for your punishment then.....You don't know how to do without complain. U will learn it soon enough. Just you wait"
With that he pulled me into the bed and his lips smashed onto mine with force, possessiveness and cruelty all rolled into one long kiss. I felt no pleasant sensation because I don't like him. But I forced myself not to resist. He pulled back and went to his wardrobe and came back with a hand cuff scarring the shit out of me.
He hand cuffed me to one side if the bed. Grinning down at me he told me "everything is sound proff. So scream all you like."
He then held the black dress he had sent for me to wear in his strong hands and tore it off me within seconds. My heart beat was now so fast it was painful. A tear rolled down my right eye.
Sidney :"Please I'm..I'm new at this"
He gave u me a look of amusement. "U think I don't know? I will advise u not to resist. Relax and don't piss me off. U will have a higher chance of walking ability when I'm through with u."
He leaned down and licked my breast leaving a burning sensation. Making me blush deep red. He sucked the nipples then looked up into my eyes. "Don't resist for ur own good" . Did he mean the gun near the bed or his anger would make me suffer for resisting? Before I could think again his hands were gripping my waist and I had a feeling it's about to go down. Tears welled in my eyes and just as I was about to struggle he was at the door. The door of my womanhood. The door to the baby world. The baby he so desperately wanted me to pass my DNA to. I closed my eyes very tightly 😣. "I'm gonna enjoy this" he whispered into my ears. As I was about to take a deep breath, I felt him forcing his way through. Despite his warnings my hands jerked forward to push him off only to be held back by the hand cuff. It's not possible. He won't fit. He is pushing to hard he is hurting me. I toss my head side to side with the tears freely flowing now. I can't take this anymore. I scream as I feel tender flesh tear down there. I scream loud and long and my hands struggle to be free to push him off but the hand cuffs only bite into my wrists. I feel warm blood run down my thigh. I am exhausted from the anxiety, screaming and exertions to push him off.
I felt a dull ache that was getting worse with every careless thrust he threw at me. He grazed my neck with his teeth. Making me shiver in pure fear. His hands moved from my waist slowly to my shoulders. Holding them like vice and pushing me down further into the bed. Oxygen felt scarce as I gasped for air. The little that I managed to get in my lungs seemed to make the ache down there burn. I closed my eyes and cried. For who knows how long.
He leaned down an bit my bottom lip till blood oozed out. Making it more impossible to breathe.
I passed out.