With Love From Josh

Crystal Clear

I was feeling a bit cold. My eyes fluttered open and I took in my surroundings in confusion. Where the hell I'm I? In a flash I remembered everything that had happened. Every single detail down to the almost black eyes Josh had pierced my soul with. He's gonna pay with his life! He wants a game of cat and mouse, I would play but I will be the cat and he would only realize it when it's to late.😾
I looked at the torn dress on the floor. What I'm going to wear when leaving? His clothes? Urgh, definitely not. Since he likes buying dresses he might as well buy another one for me. I can't go strolling down the street in the nude like Adam n Eve.
I looked to my side. He's not in the bed. Where the hell has he gone?
I shifted to the edge of the bed and tried to get up but felt a sharp pain in my abdomen. I groaned in annoyance and sat on the bed. The fucking bastard!

Josh : "U r finally awake. It's about time to. Let's hurry up n get out of here your family will be worried. I ordered some food. Come with me it's in the kitchen."

I glared daggers at him. He was leaning against one of the double doors that led into the room and was looking at me with amusement. I refused to give him the satisfaction of seeing me struggle to walk. My stomach clenched with hunger and the ache came to life again for a few seconds.

Sidney :" I'm not hungry."

He moved closer to the bed.

Josh :" You have been here for 2 hours and u just had the bang of your life.U need energy to get back home in one piece. Or at least, I know u need a lot of energy to walk" he grinned at me.

I'm going to wipe that silly grin off your face I thought. But right now it's time to act. I looked at him with scared and pleading eyes.

Sidney :"I....I want to go home"

I wish I could manage some tears to but anger was still burning in me and I couldn't force out a single drop.
He was looking at me intently. I squirmed. Finally he spoke up.

Josh :" ok. Let me drop u off then. I'm not your boyfriend to force u to eat."

One more minute and I'm going to loose my cool.

Sidney:" Let's go"

The sharpness of my voice made him narrow his eyes at me suspiciously. He probably expected it to sound a bit softer since I was playing weak right now. I lowered my eye lashes and sighed as softly as I could. I hope the act corrects my mistake.
He looked me up and down and pulled me up by wrapping his arm around my waist. I hate it when his skin touches mine.
Oh he will pay for this!

I'm still naked and immediately after he pulled me up I quickly grabed the blanket.

Josh : "A little to late for that don't u think?" He said looking straight into my eyes.

Oh how I wish I could kick him. But then...(sigh) .

Josh : " I have a spare dress for you but it's a bit shorter than the first. Would u take it?"

Sidney :"No"

He was surprised.

Josh : " U don't intend to walk on the street naked do u? "

I moved away from him with a little difficulty. Steeling myself to avoid the pain in my abdomen.

Sidney : "If u know I wouldn't do that then y did u ask whether I will take it as if I had a choice! "

His eyes glazed over and he grabbed me by my arm. I held my chin up and pressed my lips into a thin line. I was daring him without words. The broken girl act I had wanted to put up had long gone out the window.
He looked at me and his cold stare thawed.

Josh :" Don't test my patience" he wispered.

I wanted to say 'get me out of here' but I didn't want the stone cold eyes back. Only God knows to what extent he would go to punish me for disrespect. Murder ? Torture ? Beatings ? More rape ?
Whichever option it was going to be I did rather not find out.

He pushed me away a bit and walked to the wardrobe. He turned round a second later and threw a red dress. It was just a few inches past mid thigh and to top it of, it was scarlet.

I looked disaprovingly at it as I caught it.

Josh : " Or u could wear a shirt of mine and I could buy a pair of jeans for u. U would have to wait for me to go and get the jeans though"

Sidney : " I would never wear your clothes. "

Josh : "Get in the dress then. I have other things to do. "

I looked round for a place to wear the dress in the spacious room. I turned round to face him again.

Josh : "I don't have time for u. Change. "

Sidney : "Sure u don't have time for me that's y u raped me!"

Josh : "I feel inclined to correct your mistake. I didn't rape u. U willingly had sex with me. Because u r going to be my surrogate, just as stated in the documents you signed. Willingly "

I scowled and turned my back to him. I don't know if that would make putting on the dress better.
After I wore it I turned round to see him looking elsewhere.
Maybe he's not so bad.
No! He is very bad. He is going to make me bear his child against my will and it's unforgivable.
I struggled to walk normally as I followed him with his smart phone unlocking his smart home.
How would I explain my abnormal walk and the change of dress to my mom and sister?

This day is just getting worse and worse.
How I used to love Saturdays.

Josh : "Get in"

Josh's voice brought me back to the present. We were standing in front of a black 4 wheel drive.

I moved my hand
to open the back door but he stopped me and opened the front door instead. I wasn't grateful or touched or anything.
I just entered and slammed the door as hard as I could.
He winced and that made me smile in triumph. That's when I realized I had no footwear on. Oh forget it I thought.
I wonder whether mom is home.