Twenty one

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Camila

It had been a few days since the whole bar thing happened. Today I'm going down to the police to give more information about the guy who drugged me.

"Are you sure you don't need me to go with you?" Shawn said still in his pyjamas

"I'm sure, plus I don't want the papps seeing" I told him

"Okay, just be safe okay? I l-" He said but stopped "I'll see you later." He said giving me a kiss

I walked out the front door and got into my car. He almost said the words, I'm sure of it. The words have been on the tip of my tongue too, we've been together 4 months so it's not like it's too soon or anything.

I don't care where it happens, if it's in bed or on a date night, I just want our first I love you's to be special and meaningful.

I took a deep breath as I parked my car in front of the police station. I desperately just want this to be over, and never think about it or him again.

"Karla Camila Cabello" I told the lady at the desk

"Right through those doors, they're waiting for you" She said, I gave her a smile then walked through the doors

"Ms. Cabello, good morning." A detective said "I'm Detective O'connor, have a seat." She said

I sat across from her, we started small talking eventually getting to the topic of that night.

"Tell me everything you can remember from that night."

"Shawn had stepped out of the bar to take a call and this guy came up to me, I thought he was just being nice cause at first he was being nice to me," I said then tried to collect my thoughts

"When he started to get handsy when Shawn was coming back. This guy had me pinned against the wall forcing his kisses on me. That's all I can remember." I told her

"Do you know when he slipped the drug in your drink?" Detective O'connor asked

"No but I must've looked away long enough for him to do something."

-

"I'm back!" I yelled once I got home, Shawn was in the kitchen making pancakes

"Hi" I said then walked over and gave him a kiss on his cheek

"How'd it go?" He asked me

"As good as it could, just glad it's over. Banana pancakes?" I said with a smile

"Yeah I hope you don't mind, since I just made them yesterday" Shawn said

"I love your banana pancakes" I said "I'm gonna go change I'll be right back."

I'm so grateful that the whole bar situation is over, or at least dying down... But even more than that I'm so grateful that I have someone like Shawn with me, he makes it easier to wake up in the morning even if he's on the other side of the planet.

I went into my closet and took the tight dress off and put on some sweats and a T-shirt. I walked back downstairs and Shawn was pouring drinks into our cups

"Hot chocolate?" I asked him and he nodded

We sat on the barstools and ate our breakfast, just enjoying each others company.

"I leave for Mexico tomorrow, if you still wanted to come?" Shawn asked

"Of course I still want to!" I said giving him a big smile

"I can't wait, I love-" He started

it's like time was going so slow he's going to say it... I just know it, I'm feeling it too but I'm not gonna admit that first, what if he doesn't feel the same way?

"Camila?" He said

"Huh? Sorry, what did you say?"

"Uh, I love Mexico?" He said almost as if it were a question

"Oh, yeah me too" I said, then gathered our plates to start cleaning them

I walked over to the sink and filled it up. Does that mean he doesn't feel the same way? Cause I could have sworn that he was going to say those three words just now.

Just because he didn't say it doesn't mean he isn't feeling it,

I continued washing the dishes, trying to also wash away those thoughts. I must've been scrubbing too hard because I heard him yelling

"Camila!" Shawn said

I pulled my hands out of the water and dried them on my pants

"Are you okay Mila?" Shawn asked me looking genuinely concerned

"Yeah I'm fine." I said

"Really? Cause you just shattered a plate." He said, I looked over at the sink and sure enough, one of the plates was sitting in the water broken

"Shit" I whispered to myself, I tried to pick up a few of the pieces

"Camila stop I'll-" He tried time day but was cut off by me saying ow

He sighed then turned the water on and grabbed a paper towel. "Give me your hand"

He pressed the paper towel against my hand, he kept it there for a few minuets until the bleeding was gone.

"There" He said placing a kiss on my hand

A/n: So I just went though a nasty break up... Maybe I'll write a super dramatic chapter soon 👀

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