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Shawn
The whole day had felt like a blur at this point, I was laying in bed with my girlfriend telling her how much I love her
The moment I turned around and saw Camila crying, all of my previous pettiness and anger had completly gone out the window, I knew how bad I had fucked up. Hearing her say those three words melted my heart, it's like every trace of anything that had happened this morning had washed away... She loves me even after the huge fight we had just gone through.
I don't know what I was waiting for, I've known I've loved her for awhile now, knowing that for so long and not telling her ripped me apart- I was too afraid that it was too soon or that she didn't see me in the same way. I didn't want to get hurt or hurt her, so I just kept it to myself. I had almost said it a few times and I know she caught it, I felt too vulnerable, Camila was seeing my soft side and I didn't want her to know that I liked that.
Hearing those three words mended every broken piece of my soul, I felt like I could do a million backflips right there from all the excitement and happiness I felt. I almost wanted to ask her to keep saying it, it sounded so beautiful rolling off her tongue and out her lips.
She loves me! She loves me! She loves me! I had kept repeating to myself making sure this wasn't just some sick dream my brain coined up.
And I love her! I internally yelled
One day I'll tell her everything that went on in my mind the second she told me but for now I just gave her a big smile and told that I loved her
"What are you thinking about?" Camila asked me
I pressed my lips against hers and mumbled "I love you"
I could marry her right now and be hap- Shawn slow down you two just had your first I love you! My subconscious told me
She smiled big and wrapped her arms around me "Ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?"
"Cruel Summer?" I asked and she nodded
"You know it!" Camila said "We should go out to eat"
"It's 11pm" I said
"Exactly, nobody would see us, so come on!" She said pulling my hand to get up
A few minutes later we were dressed to go out, Camila was wearing a blue dress and I was wearing some shorts and a t shirt.
We got into the elevator and by the time we were walking out of the hotel it was a minute to midnight.
The street was still a little lively but not like it was earlier.
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