Lost In Japan

Twenty four

Camila

"Good afternoon," The deskman told us handing Shawn a room key, 1303

The elevator ride was incredibly long, or so it felt. I couldn't stand this tension between us anymore, I can't imagine the rest of the trip feeling like this. When Shawn opened the door to our room I stepped in and almost instantly started crying,

"I'm so sorry" I said to him with tears streaming down my face "I don't know why I was being such a bitch on the plane"

I'm going to tell him, I can't wait any longer. I love this man, so much and I'm not going to sit and wait for him to tell me first.

It felt like time slowed down, I could hear my own breathing, my heart beating, the air around me moving. I saw him make his way over to me, my heart was racing a million miles a minute

Say it, hurry up and say it!
Say it Camila! I. Love. You its not that hard just a few words with a ton of meaning.

"I just-" I paused "I love you, so much" I said with a smile and tears still coming down my cheeks

His face softened up and a smile overtook his cheeks, he put his hands on either side of my face "I love you, so much" He said giving me a kiss

"I hope those are happy tears?" He asked me wiping my cheeks with his thumbs

"Yes" I said smiling then hugging him "I hated fighting with you" I told him

"I'm sorry if I made it sound like I didn't want to date you earlier. I do Camila more than anything" Shawn said 

-

We were laying on our bed with a movie playing in the background.

"You're telling new you've never once seen Star Wars?" Shawn asked me sounding hurt

"Nope, not even a second." I said

"How?!" He said with a chuckle

"I just haven't, I'd rather watch Tangled or something" I said and there was a knock at the door

"I'll get it" He said lightly pushing me off him

"Alright thanks" He said closing the door "Hungry?" He asked and I happily nodded

We sat on our bed watching Tangled eating some take out drinking wine. It's weird to think that a few hours ago we were in a fight and not even talking to each other.

"So Camila" Shawn started

I smiled "So, Shawnie"

He gave me a stern look as to say don't call me that. "Shawnie" I said

"That's it." He moved the food aside and started aggressively tickling me

I was damn near screeching like a bat to get him to stop,

"Stop! Stop! Stop!" I managed to say through my laughter, he had me pinned down

"What's my name?" He asked

I laughed a little "Shawn"

"Correct, you're free" He said releasing my arms

"I'll just start calling you Peter or Raul" I said while eating some pasta

"Do it and see what happens" He jokingly threatened

"Eh, I'll save it for another day"

"Okay so" He started "I had this whole thing as to how I was going to ask you and I had these things I was going to say but I completely forgot everything now that I'm about to ask you" He said and I instantly knew what he was about to ask me

"Mila," He asked with a smile "Do you want to be my girlfriend?"

I grinned at him for a few seconds then lunged at him throwing my arms around his neck, drowning him in kisses

"I'll take that as a yes?" He said

"Yes I'll be your girlfriend" I said with a smile

I sat across his lap just looking at him for a bit, I smiled at the thought of finally being able to call him my boyfriend

"My boyfriend" I whispered then reached to peck his lips "I think I'm gonna cry" I said without thinking

"Why?" He asked

"I dunno, I'm just so happy right now" I said and he smiled

"God I love you" Shawn said wrapping his arms around my torso

I really thought today was going to end a lot differently, with the argument on the plane happening I thought we were going to end up sleeping in different beds but here I am, telling my boyfriend that I love him with his arms wrapped around me and I wouldn't change that for the world

I love him so much