Lost In Japan

Fifteen

Camila

"We're just taking it one day at a time." Shawn's voice said

I was watching a YouTube video of his interview from Jimmy Kimmel last night,

"If that's not dating then I'd love to see what dating you would be like." Jimmy said and I chuckled

We hadn't really discussed it, dating I mean. Are we dating? We do all the things couples do except we're almost always in different countries.

I kept a big smile on my face through out his interview, he sung a song from his upcoming album and personally it's one of my favourites.

I skipped through the other things like bits or other interviews, Shawn ended up playing some game with Jimmy and the other guests. He got a few whipped cream pies to his face which looked like a giant mess

-

The next day felt like a dragged on, I couldn't wait to tour by myself.

"Hey Camila, uh we need to talk tonight." My manager said "It's nothing bad I'd just rather tell you after the show." He said

Him adding that didn't help at all. The girls and I had an interview, I always hated doing interviews as a group, I'm always talked over or understated, I kinda just learned to let Lauren take control of the interviews. We were all sitting on tall chairs in front of some bright lights.

What does Roger have to tell me?

Roger said it isn't bad, but what if it is and he's just understating it right now for the sake of the show quality tonight?

"And what about you Camila?" The interviewer asked

"Huh? Sorry, can you repeat?" I said causing the other girls to snicker at me

"What are you plans after this tour?" She asked

I'm going solo, never turning back.

"I'm probably just gonna take some time to be with my family" I said with a firm smile

"Thank you girls for your time." The interviewer said to us.

I actually got to answer a question this interview... Soon it won't be like that.

I went back to my dressing room and flopped on the couch, just staring up at the ceiling, trying to make shapes out of the dots on the tiles

Seriously what the fuck does Roger have to tell me?

I got up from the couch to go find him, I found him backstage

"Can you please just tell me already?" I asked and he sighed

"Okay but you have to promise it won't negatively impact your mood at the show tonight." Roger said

"Just fucking tell me already!" I yelled with anticipation

"We should go talk in your dressing room." My manager said

We made our way back to my dressing room, I sat on the couch he stood in front of me

"So a few days ago I got a call from a very well known artist. She said she loves your music." He said

"Is that it? You're not even gonna tell me who?" I said

"Let me finish." He said "Taylor Swift." He said and I my blood flush out of my body, I swear I could see stars

"Taylor Swift loves my music?!" I asked

"Yes, she saw you at the VMAs last year." He said "But that's not all." He added "She has an upcoming stadium tour." He said and I realized where he was going with this

"No, no, no you're joking." I whispered to myself

"Camila, she wants you as an opening act in her Reputation Stadium tour." He said

I felt butterflies in my whole body not just my stomach.

"Oh my god I have to tell Shawn." I said excitedly

"That's the thing, you can't tell anyone yet." He said firmly

"Not even Shawn?" I said

"Camila." He pressed

"You're right, sorry." I sighed "I'm touring with Taylor freaking Swift!!" I said

"We'll have a team meeting about it soon and you'll know more details. Camila the album needs to be released before the tour." He said and I nodded

I got ready for the show-dancing while applying my make up, I couldn't stop smiling. This is one of the best things to happen to me.

"Backstage in 5" Someone said outside my door

I took a few deep breaths in the mirror and gave myself a mini pep talk.

Just a few more shows Mila... Then you're done!

-

"Wow you're all smiley, what's up?" Shawn asked me over Facetime

"I'm just happy to be almost done with this tour." I said with a smile still plastered on my face

"I love seeing you like this" He told me, making me blush "I got you a surprise in Greece." He told me holding up an ominous white box

"What is it?" I asked

"If I told you it wouldn't be a surprise." He said

"Always the secret keeper. I hate surprises, they're so suspenseful." I said "Like that could just be like some shoelaces or something." I said

"Shoelaces? I would hope you know me better than that Mila." He said with a smirk

"I mean we have only known each other for like two and a half months." I told him

"Yeah but you know me well enough that I wouldn't go to Greece and get you shoelaces." Shawn said with a chuckle