Lost In Japan

Twenty three

This is the same chapter but from his POV

Shawn

We left the bag check counter and instantly a paparazzi guy was following us, pestering us with questions

"Camila is going to your Mexico show?" He asked "New song together, perhaps?"

"Go that way" I said to Camila, trying my best to ignore him

"Are you two dating?" The pap asked

"No" I simply responded

"Really? Cause after those hockey game pictures..."

"Bye." I said cutting him off

Once we were far away from him, we both bursted into laughter. She shook her head smiling at me

"Not dating" She said under my breath

"I mean technically we aren't" I said with a grin shaking my head

We found our gate just in time for boarding. Camila started laughing to herself, confused I turned around and gave her a questioning look

"What?" She asked me

"Why are you laughing?" I said causing her  to laugh more

"I just think it's funny that-" Camila started but I cut her off

I read this thing online about girls language and it said it's never a good thing when a girl starts out a sentence like that...

"When a girl says she thinks something is funny she obviously doesn't think it's funny...." I said

"I just think it's funny how we've done all these things and yet we aren't dating," Camila said

I've been planning on asking her to be my girlfriend, on this trip I didn't want to ruin the surprise though

"The time will come just let it" I said with a firm smile

We scanned our tickets then started first class boarding, I walked on before her trying to defuse the situation.

"Window seat?" I asked her and she gave me a small nod

So that's how it's gonna be?

She sat down and immediately gave her entire attention to the people outside on the tarmac. What did I even say? I hate saying this but she's acting like a brat for no reason, I didn't say we were never going to date.

"You're mad at me?" I asked her without even thinking

"Not at you, just what you said" She said turning back to me

"What did I say?" I said, genuinely confused trying to think of everything I said

"I don't want to fight on a plane, Shawn" She said firmly

"Then don't." I said trying to sound like I had the upper hand or something but truth was I felt like crying.

I don't even know what I said that could have possibly made her this mad. I just wanted to have a nice trip with the my girl.

Camila can't sit still or be quiet for more than a few minutes so her silence was surprising. I knew she was angry because she had never done this in the 4 and a half months I've known her.

"Camila?" I asked her

"Yes?" She said sounding still angry

"What did I say? What made you mad?" I asked her

She took a deep breath before answering "You said technically we aren't dating which is true, you haven't asked me but it really wasn't necessary to say that. I already knew that and it just seems like a s-"

"Camila you know I didn't mean it like that" I said defensively

"Then how did you mean it? Cause that how it came off."

"I meant it like we aren't dating yet"

"I don't see a difference honestly, the comment wasn't necessary Shawn. It kinda hurt to hear. I'm not gonna keep fighting on a plane." She said

"Camila?" I asked trying to not sound like I was on the verge of tears

"No, just be quiet" She said turning away

I felt bad, I truly did. I didn't mean for my words to come off like that. I didn't think it was that big of a deal... Guess I should start thinking more if I want to stay with her

The plane landed but the tension was still there, I tried to walk closer to her but she didn't want to. I grabbed our bags from the claim

"There's yours" I said once I spotted hers coming down the claim

I grabbed it then rolled it over to her, once I grabbed mine we went to go find our driver to the hotel.

As childish as it sounds I decided to give her a taste of her own medicine, I looked out the window observing the people and buildings passing by.

How the hell did she do this above the clouds? This shit is kinda boring,

As I was going to look over at what she was doing, I caught her staring at me. I smiled to myself then continued looking out my window. I just wanted to blurt out an I'm sorry right there but I figured I'd wait until we got to our room.

Once we got to the hotel I thanked and tipped the driver. I could feel the tension in the elevator as we went up.

I unlocked the door and could hear Camila's sniffles I turned around and she was crying her eyes out.