Man, what have I become? I honestly can never seem to make things right. First I'm this way and then I'm that. Don't get me wrong I like how I am now, more than I how I used to be. But I still mess up. I'm not good to be around. I try not to talk or cause any harm but people deceive.
I can't stand up for myself or all they say is, oh look the old Lily is back! I don't want to be like that anymore! They won't understand when I say I've changed. Yeah, sure yesterday's me is still me, I'm not gonna deny that. I sighed heavily, why am I even writing this down in my journal? I inhale and exhale deeply and look around to my surroundings. I don't really know why but everyday I always come here, like some type of urge?
It's a beautiful forest, trees that are tall and hide those that want to be hidden. A river that flows and heals those that want to be healed. Grass that is partly green and still lively even though it's August. I Huff in happily, I guess that's why I come here everyday, it's peaceful. I slowly sit up from the tree I was leaning against. I start walking through the forest and notice how it's getting dark out. I came here after my part time job right?
It shouldn't be that dark out already it's like 6 pm but it looks about 9 pm. Wasn't it sunny out just a couple of minutes ago? I just brush off my thoughts and start to speed walk to my house. It's getting breezy out. Dang, why didn't I bring a jacket? I heard a noise in the distance to interrupt my thoughts, a howl? Oh no, don't tell me there's wolves in this forest.
I pick up my pace to get back home. I hear what sounds like trotting feet. Are they near? I start running. The footsteps seem to be getting louder. I turn my back to see a ginormous shadow hovering over me. It definitely was not a human. I started sprinting extremely fast.
My house could be seen, just a few more steps and I'd be out of the forest. I was panting heavily. Right as I think I'm getting close my foot got tugged. I quickly glance behind me and see my shoelace got stuck on a thorn bush. I bend down quickly trying to unravel it until I hear the noise again. It's extremely close, the howl. My shoelace got free and I stand up ready to turn around to bolt to my house.
That's when I see it. The moonlight reflexes on its fur. It's a white wolf standing up proud and strong. My heart rate was increasing, breathing uneven. How can a wolf be that big?! I turn around and dash home quicker than ever. When I finally stand in front of my house I rummage for my keys in my pockets.
When I found it I hastily opened the door and slammed it shut. I breath in a sigh of relief. I make my way up the stairs and into my room. Throwing myself down onto the bed. Can't wait to add this in my journal. I chuckle at my own sarcasm. It's still kind of unrealistic that if I didn't run as fast as I did today I may have been eaten by wolves.
I snickered, man I really am a weirdo. I literally almost died today. I just brushed off all of those thoughts and drifted into dreamland.
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Jimin FF SoulMates
FanfictionA 17 year old girl named Lily Smith lives alone in her apartment complex working a part time job and still attending high school bumps into a new boy at school who seems a little off. His name is Jimin Park. He immediately clings to Lily with no r...
