Kid X Self harm reader

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Y/N POV
As I'm walking into the academy soon as my feet walk in the Academy I got pushed onto the ground and punched in the stomach that was until a friend of mine came over...Kid.

"Hey leave her alone assholes!" He yells punching them in the Stomach.

"You okay? (Y/N)?" He waves.

"O-oh hey Kid thx, sorry..." I say keeping my head down.

"It's okay- your arms bleeding we should take you to Stein!" He points out worryingly. I stare down realising some of my Scars had opened up from last night. But I was pulled out of my head whilst Kid grabbing my hand and ran to Steins office.

"Stein, (Y/N) was bullied by Angel and her group again"

"Okay thanks Kid (Y/N) come here and Kid get to class! " He exclaims before motioning me to come with him to sit on the chair to get patched up.

"These cuts look self inflicted- WAIT (Y/N)!!" Stein yelled after me.

"I can't let anyone know, especially Maka, Kid, Soul, Tsubaki, Liz, Patty and BlackStar!" I thought whilst running home.

As I walked in and to my room I went through my drawers and grabbed a knife, then started to cut my arm.

"This is for being a failure!!" I yelled with anger.
Realisation hit me when I stopped for a minute and saw my arms were covered in slashes and gashes all over them.
Shortly after snapping out of my trance I got a text from Kid:

Kid: Hey (Y/N) I'm coming round to check on you in 5.

You:fine

Oh no this is not good, there is blood everywhere! How am I gonna clean this up in time!

I started to scrub the walls down in my room and clean up the place before I felt dizzy and started to wobble.

The door opens to reveal Kid shocked and mortified as he stares at my bloodied body.

"(Y/N)!!!!" Is all heard before I blacked out.

(TimeSkip to the hospital!!)

I slowly opened my eyes to meet kid's beautiful Golden eyes filled with Anxiety and anger.

"(Y/N)! Your alive thank fuck! I thought I lost you!!" Kid hugged me.

"So what was it?? A Suicide attempt?" Stein wheels in with his spinny chair next to me.

"No I promise, I wasn't trying to Kill myself I just wanted to feel the pain..." I said putting my head down and smiling.

"(Y/N), please don't ever do that again!" Kid looks at my arms.

"I'm so sorry Kid!" I hugged him back sobbing in his chest.

"It's okay, don't worry (Y/N) I'll be with you till this is all over" He says ruffling with my hair.

"I love you Kid"

"I love you to (Y/N)..."

And with that i tried my hardest to not cut for a while, and it worked out!
I see Stein after class sometimes and he does check ups but it's been good so far.

(TimeSkip to a week later)

Ever since that night,

I just don't know what to do anymore,it's all to much!! I want to release that pain though...

Kids Pov

Recently (Y/N) has been acting weird, She can barely focus in class, she won't eat more than 2 meals and i had found 4 new razors in her jacket.

But today is just stranger, she didn't once show up to class so I went to her house after school.

I knocked on her door twice and no answer so I opened the door and heard a loud rummaging noise so I went to her room and saw her rummaging through her bag.

"Dammit Why am I such a stupid fucker!!" I saw her smile as she pulls out a knife. She rolls up her sleeve and I am exposed to the fresh cuts covered in scabs.
And that's when I ran in.

"(Y/N)!! Drop the knife please!" I beg.

"K-kid? Wh-why are you here? Go away!! You don't care!!" She yelled. I felt annoyed but upset to the core.

I love (Y/n) so much but I'm scared if she doesn't feel the same way and for her to do this and say that...

"I do care (Y/N)! I love you and for you to be doing this breaks me, so please give me the knife and we'll get you some help I promise I'll be with you forever and protect you!"

Tears ran down her face and she dropped the knife so I rushed over and threw the knife away from her reach.

"I'm so sorry Kid, I love you to!" I sobbed into his chest.

"It's okay, don't worry let's go to Stein for help and get you sorted out" I smiled and kissed her lips.

A/N: I hope you enjoyed this oneshot, sorry if it's not as good just comment what I could do better as I would like to improve and have a good day/night!

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