SoUl EaTeR oNeShOtS

Maka X Anger issues reader!

(Y/N) Pov

As I sat on the bed staring down at the Razor like it was a life or Death situation, I began to lift my sleeve and slice down making deep gashes and wincing.

After what felt like being slashed a thousand times, realisation hit me.

'how can I hide the cuts from Maka, Tsubaki and Kid as well as Stein!?!?"

I began to bandage my arm and put on a hoodie before hiding the Razor and throwing my alarm clock at the wall causing Maka, to run in and grab my arms, I held my breath and hoped she would let go...

"(Y/N), what happened? You've been acting more way more aggressive and throwing anything in your sight at the walls" Maka explained.

"I'm just stressed about the upcoming test and with all the Kishens roaming around its worrying and hard working!" I grab my face sighing.

She frowned and kisses me before realising we had school.

"LETS GO QUICK!!" She yelled dragging me.

As we got into class, Stein pulled me out of class and told me to stand outside against the wall.
He gave the class a task before coming back to me.

"(Y/N), is everything okay? Your Soul is in a state of Depression and hurt" Stein tilted his head.

"I'm fine leave me alone!" I snapped at him raising my fists.

"Why haven't you taken your medication? You can't deny it as your actions are showing the truth" He questions me.

"I don't feel like a human if I take them, just staring at them make me shiver...as I don't want to disappoint Maka or make her feel uncomfortable" I look down hugging myself.

"Roll up your sleeves..." He asks coming closer.

I sighed and gave up.
I rolled my sleeves and it undone the bandages...

"(Y/N), Your room will be searched after school as I can't have you doing this and you'll be put in the Cell again, I'm sorry... Lord Death's orders if you were to do this again..." I felt pissed off...

"Please don't tell Maka!!" I whispered.

"You will go in The Cell tomorrow after school"

"Tch, Whatever..." I mumbled as I walked back into class, keeping my head down and trying not to punch someone in the face, that was until...

"Oooo look who it is-" and off I go... I straight up stood and charged at A bitch called Chelsea and knocked her back with my Soul Force then stomped on her Stomach before throwing her into a wall.

"(Y/N)!! Stop her now!!" Tsubaki yelled and gasped, as I threw her at the wall my sleeves rolled up and my bandages were barely on my arm.

I got held back by Stein and Tsubaki as Maka was running in after going to the Library and hearing the commotion, she was scared as she saw my state.

I was pulled into the Death Room with Chelsea...

"(Y/N), why did you almost kill Chelsea?..." Lord Death asked me...

Silence, as I stared down at my hands wondering why I did what I did...

Tsubaki and Maka both watched me as I rolled up my sleeves stroking the cuts again after putting them down before Maka could see...

"She always harassing me and I had enough, so I went to put her 6 feet under..." I simply said keeping my guard up as Chelsea was ready to punch me.

"WHAT!? NO I D-" I threw a knife cutting her off.

"I'm dropping out of the academy sir..." I look away from everyone...

"Wha?? (Y/N)?..."

"How can I trust you if you don't trust me? How can a person like me be normal?" I turned to face Maka.

I walked away, not looking back I walked away from my only world and meaning...

I felt a wave of Madness hit me as I walked down the halls causing me to Summon my Flames and turn my knives on fire.

' Come on (Y/N), no one understands your pain and loneliness...'

' Trust us, people only want to use you'

' Kill them then... Yourself...'

"H-help me..." I cried before being devoured by Insanity and used my flames against everyone around me.

FlashBack~

How I got in the Lab I question, but I think I got to much for my parents to handle...

My dad was abusive and a scientist, so he always did tests on me and he turned me into a A monster, who can wield fire...

"Come here!! Stop resisting!!!" He screamed at me electrocuting me causing me to Scream in agony...

He did this for my whole life basically...

It was a fine day on December 11th and I was being tested like any other day until they messed up something and I turned total savage on everyone and Killed them all even my parents...

End of Flashback

I stare at myself in a mirror as I walked into Steins classroom and cornered a bunch of students, and smashed the mirror causing my to tear it down and yell.

"IM A MONSTER!, QUIT SHOWING MY REFLECTION! YOU BASTARD!!" I breathed heavily before the students ran away and I heard A screw being twisted...

"(Y/n), you can't keep this rampage on forever, think about those close to you, free yourself from Self hatred and denial..." Stein says, wielding Marie and Kid next to him.

"Stop trying to get to my head!! You don't care no one does!! Why would they! I'm a failed experiment, Papa created me to fail at life!! And it's worked!" I cried out as my flame turned Blue and was more focused and dangerous.

I felt something, like another presence as well as Stein, Marie and Kid.

' you can't hide from fear (Y/N), not forever at least...' I saw a figure like a Demon, but made from black mist with Red Eyes.

' See I'll always FiNd YoU!' it laughed stroking my arm and clawed my face.

"N-No, what are you!?" I mumbled, refocusing my Blue flame to a black Flame causing my eyes to go like Kids but Dark Grey and Golden instead.

' The InSaNiTy living and feeding off your fears and worries...' I shivered.

"Your the Thing I saw when I punched Chelsea, and other times during my life, you've always been here...even in the Lab..." My eyes widened.

' That's right...I was there causing you to go over the edge...' I stood still, Giving Stein and Kid a Glare, before Marie used her healing Soul wavelengths to Recover me from my Insanity...

"M-Marie?! Go away!! Please...Leave me alone, JUST KILL M-" I was cut off by her hugging my cold, stone like body.

I felt tears fall at the corners of my eyes...

"(Y/N) it's alright trust me, Stein is someone to talk to if you need someone to help you, and Maka, just don't keep suffering alone let us help..." Marie lends me a hand and pulls me up...

I drop to the floor and stare up at them...

"Help is needed (Y/N), you can't expect to be fine without others there for you..." Kid says.

Maka runs in and hugs me to death, causing us to fall on top of eachother...

"Don't scare me like that!! You could've been killed!!" She kissed my cheek...

"Therapy is needed..." Marie says Patting my head.

And that's when my life just got better...