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Maka X Self harm reader!

Maka's Pov

Today's the day!

Where we set up for the exam of our life!

We are taking this test to see who will pass on to be Lord Death's Scythe/ Personal Weapon.

As I walk into class I see my Girlfriend (Y/N) sitting up there in space not paying attention to anything.

She's been acting very strange recently, I mean every time we all hang out she just walks off back home and locks herself away, not eating and working herself to death!
A while ago I used my Soul Perception to see the problem and... What I saw was shocking... But I'm on high alert now!

"H-hey Maka!" I turn around to face Crona.

"Hey Crona! How you feeling about the test?" I ask with a hint of curiosity.

"Nervous, I can't deal with tests!" He moans holding his head.

I encourage him and sit down next to
(Y/N) waiting for the lesson to start.

That is until I hear her wincing next to me, I look in curiosity to see her sweating her ass off, completely in shock.

"S-sir may I please go to the bathroom?" (Y/N) asked Stein as he walked in and sat down.

"Go ahead" he says continuing to lecture us about looking after ourselves.

(TimeSkip to end off lesson)

As Stein dismissed us all I realised that (Y/N) still hadn't came back from going to the bathroom, so I went to the girls bathroom until she walked out looking really pale.

"You okay love?" I asked worryingly.

She nodded.

"I'm going back home Maka, love you" She kissed my cheek and walked off.

"Ah, Maka may I have a word with you please?" I turn to see Nygus and Stein.

"Sure!"

We all sat down in the Classroom.

"We have some medication for (Y/N), and as she didn't come by could you please take them to her?" Stein asked me.

"Sure but what are they?"

"Anti depressants" My smile turned into a frown as I heard them words.

I waved goodbye and set off back home.

(Y/N)s Pov

As I walked off from Maka, making my way back to her and Soul's apartment, I just remembered that I needed to go and grab my Anti depressants.

"Yeah but do you really want to?" I heard the Demon curse.

I shook my head and blinked realising I was already back "home".

I went to my room and hid away in a corner questioning what to do, as I roll my sleeves up and slowly take off the bandages remembering how good it felt to feel pain rather than numbness.

I go to my drawer and search for my Knives,  delving deep into my pile of clothes and notebooks, until I feel something prick my palm and grab it, causing me to slice my palm open and a smile creeping on my stone cold face.
I put the cold blade onto the skin of my left arm and slowly hack myself to death, making me laugh and cry.

Then as I move onto my right arm I hear the door open and immediately clean up incase if Maka came in.

"Oh shit since when did she get back!? Has it seriously been that long?" I mentally yelled at myself whilst cleaning up still, wrapping the bandages on my arm.

Maka's Pov

"Hey! (Y/N)! I have something here for you!" I knocked on her door.

"C-can you slip it through... Please babe?" I heard a quiet reply stutter.

"No! Come out! Please..." I sobbed.

"Has she seriously been there the whole time ever since she told me around hours ago!?" I thought.

"Fine!" I yelled and punched a wall.
My eyes widened as I saw blood down my hand.

"Shit shit shit! If Soul she's this he-"

"Hey Ma- OMG MAKA!! Are you okay? What happened to you?" He yelled and questioned me.

"I got annoyed okay! I'm just stressed out at the moment..." I moan before placing (Y/N)s Medication on the kitchen table then walking out the house to go talk to Lord Death and Stein.

(Y/N)s Pov

As she left after yelling and getting annoyed with me I had enough with everything...
I broke down into tears and anger.

"I fucking hate myself!! I hate everything about myself!!" I yelled kicking my door frame causing Soul to come in instantly and pin me to the floor, and calling Lord Death through my mirror on the wall.

"Hiya what's going on!?" He yells and I see for a split second Maka's eyes widen.

"(Y/N)! Are you okay!" I hear Maka ask through the mirror.

"Hey, (Y/N) your bleeding!! Your left arm it's bleeding!" Soul yells at me, as I yelp in pain, and Maka runs away.

"Stein go over please!" I hear Lord Death Mumble to him.

I give up fighting and just lay down waiting for the worst to happen now.

The call ended and Soul helped me up to the living room, wrapping a gause over my left arm gently, that was until...

Maka ran in and came to the living room to see Soul wrapping my arm.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I threw my head down in shame and guilt.

"Because I didn't want you to worry as our tests are coming up and I wanted you to be happy and besides I've been busy with studying" I sob.

"Please don't ever do this again!" She hugged me as Soul had finished patching me up.

"But it's hard Maka!! You don't get i-"

"That's why you'll come to therapy (Y/N) starting from tomorrow 2:30 pm to 3:30 pm" I turn to see Stein smirking. I hugged him then began to cry as Maka threw me over to her chest enveloping me in her warm arms,
I hugged her back and cried with her for the rest of the night before falling asleep with her on the sofa.

*BEEP BEEP BEEP*

I slowly wake up and see the time 2:15pm wait...

"I'm going to be late!!" I yelled out causing Maka to wake up in an instant and rush around.

"I'll come with you!" She kissed Me as we left the house.

(TimeSkip to DWMA Infirmary)

As I just made it on time with Maka, I saw Kid and Tsubaki walk around the corner and come over.

"Hey Maka and (Y/N)!" Tsubaki hugged us both.

"(Y/N), how are you getting along?" Kid asked me as Tsubaki and Maka walked in the Infirmary.

"Not good... I have to go to therapy now, because of my Self harm, but I'm hoping to find the light sooner rather than later" I say walking in slowly.

"Well cya later and take it easy please" Kid says as Tsubaki goes with him.

I open the door and see Stein and Marie talking with Maka.

"You ready (Y/N)?" I nodded
Maka kissed me goodbye and went out the room.

And it begins...