Broken (A 1D Fanfic)

Chapter 19

Hey guys, iiiiiiitttttttttttttt's OLIVIA AGAIN!!!! Emma finished the last chapter for me, so this one I will be doing ALL BY MYSELF. So.. Enjoy. Don't forget to vote, comment and become a fan of readforlife, OliviaCook and JustTwoFriends. (FYI I cut out the "Riley Harold/Anne Kyles" Thing, because Emma and I will talk it over about the name of him/her.)

Alanna's P.O.V.

I awoke in Harry's arms. The clock said 9:36. I groaned, Wishing I could've slept in. I rolled over and looked at Harry. He was sleeping beautifully, and peacefully. I stared at him for a long time, or at least it felt like it. I embraced him in a hug and felt myself fall back to sleep in his arms once agian.

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I woke up again, this time in bed alone. I whined and spun over to stare a the clock. It was 12:48. I got up and walked down the bus to the kitchen. There was a note taped to the microwave.

"Hey Alanna, We went to Nando's (Niall's choice) for lunch. Liberity is with us. We'll bring you back some food, Should be back around one. I have something important to tell you. ~H"

I read the note. Something important to tell me? My gut told me it was bad news, but I really couldn't tell. I went over to my dresser and was about to grab my "Directioner" T-shirt but I closed the drawer. I left the room and walked into the room that the boys shared (Remember, this is a tour bus) and opened up Harry's closet. I pulled out one of his shirts and slipped it onto my curves. It smelled like him, absolutely amazing. I went into me and Liberity's bathroom and fixed my wig onto my head properly. I brushed out my lovely locks and threw a green Lulu Lemon headband on my head. I admired myself, for a sleepy mess, I looked fairly okay.

I heard the door creak open and someone going into the kitchen.

"Alanna, we're HOME!!!!!!!!!" Liberity belted into the bus. The yelling was followed by Simon and the boys's foot steps.

"Liberity, shut up, Alanna is caring a goddamn baby, remember?" Simon said. He couldn't see me, but I was peaking around the corner to the bus entrance. I looked at the floor.

"Simon! Her name is Skye!!" Niall yelled. I tilted my head a little bit.

"Niall, for the last time, there is no way we are naming it Skye! We dont even know if it's a girl!" Harry yelled back. I smiled, Harry was pretty cute when he was annoyed.

"Alanna, who wants food?" Louis called. I decided a fun game of hide and seek would be interesting. I tiptoed back into the boy's room and climbed up to Liam's bunk. I hid under the sheets after turning off the lights. The boys where calling my name repetitively, and I giggled like crazy. I was supprised that they hadn't found me yet. The door creaked open. There was a figure standing in the doorway. It was Liam.

"Lads, I can't find Alanna anywhere, I need a nap." Liam yelled. Before I had a chance to get out, I felt pain shoot through my lower body.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Liam screamed. "You scared me to death Alanna!!!"

"OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!" I screamed. "HARRY, HELP!!!!!!!!"

Harry ran into the room and turned on the lights. He saw my crimpled body under Liams sheets and a confused look spread across his face.

"Alanna, what the heck are you doing?" Harry asked as he scooped me up in his arms and placed me in a chair across the room.

"Hide and seek?" I said with a smile.

"Did Liam land on Skye?? If you killed my niece, I will kill YOU Liam!" Niall yelled. The thought didnt even occur to me until this moment.

"Oh my gosh, I hope she's alright!!!" I said.

"We better get you into the hospital!" Liam said. "Btw, next time, go play hide and seek in Zayn's bed.. Not like its ever going to be used again."

"You didn't even apologise for landing on me and Skye!" I said. Oh great, thanks to Niall now she is being called Skye by me!! There is no way I'm naming our daughter Skye, there's a better chance of her being named ZAYN!!!!! And that is not even a possibility. Wait a minute, Skye could be a boy.. why am I so convinced that it is a girl?

"First, why are you calling it Skye too? Second, It was dark and I wouldn't have landed on you if you didn't decide to play "Hide and seek"." Liam said. I guess he had a point. I got up and grabbed Harry's hand and we left the room.

"Harry can I have my food?" I asked.

"Here, Niall picked it out for you.. He really knows his food! After you eat, we will get into the hospital." Harry explained while handing me a fried chicken burger with letuce, tomatoes and onions. My mouth watered, it looked heavenly.

"Where are we?" I said with a mouthful of burger.

"The hospital parking lot..." Harry said.

"How long have we been here??????" I questioned. Harry smiled.

"We haven't left since Zayn left One Direction... Oh that reminds me, of the thing I had to tell you."  Harry said. I put down my nearly finished burger and looked at him with sad eyes.

"Well.. whats the news?" I asked.

"Well....We are currently looking at houses close to Ealing Hospital because we cant perform without Zayn yet, at least not until everyone knows about him leaving. So you and Liberity will have your own rooms, and so will the rest of us. We wont have to go touring around, and if there's an emergency, the hospital will be so close by, and the baby can have a little room and..." He perked, but I stoped him there.

"Harry, I don't think wean keep this baby. I'm seventeen, your eighteen.. We need to do something with our lives. Think of it as a highway, and the baby is a boulder. We have to push the baby out of the way and focus on the trip down the road. I want to go to collage and get a P.h.D in... Something, I don't know what yet. I want to get married, have kids one day, but i'm not ready yet. I wanna be a kid for a while. I'm graduating this spring Harry, school starts up again in a few weeks. We can't keep pretending that everything is alright. I would love to move in with you guys, by the hospital, together. But the baby has to go.." I sobbed. I burst out crying. Harry leaned into me and his lips hit mine. It was a short kiss, but filled with so much love, support, and kindness. I removed my lips from his.

"Love, you're everything to me. If something happened to you or the baby then I would never be happy again. And you are always right, I will always believe everything you say. But this time, I'm not going to. I don't want to go to university, I want to live in a cute little home by the hospital with all of our friends and the little one. No matter what you say, the baby is yours and I will be there every step of the way to take care of him or her. It isn't  leaving us. Speaking of it, we should go get you checked out right now." Harry said. All I could do was smile. I don't know how I possibly fell in love with Zayn when Harry was sitting right in front of me all along. I just prayed that the baby would be alright.