Broken (A 1D Fanfic)

Chapter 20

A/N: Howdy there, fellers! I'm in the mood to be some cow loving gal this evenin'. Well, ya'll be gettin' TWO uploads this evenin', so ya better be patient for the next one.. Well... Let's git 'er done! (FYI Olivia is going to finish the end)

Harry grinned at me as I slowly walked towards him. He was dressed in a formal black suit, a nice black bow tie going well with the suit jacket. Weight hung from my body. I looked down, finding me in a modern version of my mother's wedding dress. It was gorgeous. I always loved my mom's wedding dress, the way the fabric fell around my curves perfectly. 

 Scouring the room, I found everyone I loved. My eyes slowly made their way back to Harry. This time, a young girl in a flower girl dress, curly brown hair and honey brown eyes stood next to him, her dimples matching his perfectly. Something was off, though. Suddenly, her hair turned a darker shade of chocolate whilst straightening itself out. Her skin became slightly darker while her eyes remained the same. She had my eyes, and my cheekbones. 

 The girl reminded me of someone else, though. Zayn. Was this my daughter? My body froze in the middle of the aisle, causing Harry to look at me with a worried look. 

 "Alanna?" He called, his voice full of concern. 

"Who's that?" I gestured to the girl.

Harry's eyes glanced down before rage filled his features. "I told you to stay out!" He screamed, his hands lifting her up by the shoulders. "You aren't meant to be alive!" 

I watched in shock as the child screamed, reaching out to me. For some reason, I couldn't move. My throat just had nonsense screaming out of it. "Let her go!", "Harry, don't do it!" and "She'll die from the damage!" were just a few of the odd phrases that passed through my lips.

 I let out a shrill, ear-piercing scream as Harry threw the girl into a burning fireplace.

Everything turned black and my eyes shot open, my lungs begging for air.

Taking a gasp of air, I heard a calming hush in my ear. My tear stained eyes averted to the side, meeting Harry's glimmering green orbs. "Oh, Harry!" I whined, throwing my arms around him. He groaned as I accidentaly elbowed his... erm.... masculine area. 

 Whispers began around us. "Oh my gosh, Liam. Do you think.." Louis' slightly loud whisper trailed off.

"Lou, I don't even want to know." Liam replied. 

 Harry mumbled some colourful words, it coming out like a moan. "Ew, they are!" That was Niall. Even when whispering his Irish accent stood out from the rest. 

 "Sorry, guys. I just accidentally elbowed Harry in his.... yeah. Just had a bad dream." I mumbled, just loud enough for everyone to hear. 

Someone sighed in relief. "Oh, thank gosh! It just sounded like..."

"Don't even finish that sentence, Louis." Harry sneered. Everyone fell silent. Next thing I know, Harry's spooning me, his warmth radiating over my skin. I felt... safe.

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"Haaaaarrrrrrryyyyyyy." I groaned, clutching my stomach in pain. Currently sitting on the cold bathroom floor, I remembered all the events that occurred at the doctor's office yesterday.

Flashback

"How have you been feeling, Alanna?" Dr. Skeemer asked me, looking up from his clipboard. 

I shrugged. "Not too bad. I've had morning sickness once or twice. My stomach is hard, like Harry's abs, almost." I mumbled the last part to myself, hoping Harry didn't hear. According to the smirk on his lips, I knew he had. 

"Good. We'll need to take an ultrasound just to see how far along you are." I nodded and sprawled out on the uncomfortable bed. My shirt was pulled up, reveling my stomach. It had a small baby bump already. Hmph. 

 Doctor Skeemer rubbed the cold gel over my skin and started investigating the being inside of me. Harry's hand held mine tightly as we watched the image move on the screen.

 After a few moments, the doctor began to point out the baby's head, spinal cord, one of it's feet. He also mentioned that I was almost four months along. 

 "It's been that long?" Harry asked, astounded.

The doctor nodded. "She was already almost two months in when you first came to find out what was going on. Now, would you like to know the gender?" Harry and I locked gazes. His eyes told me he wanted to know. 

So did I.

 "Yes, please." I smiled warmly. He took his time wiping the gel from my stomach. After five minutes of waiting, Harry and I were sitting side by side in two cushioned hospital chairs. 

 "Alright..." He hesitated. "I'm glad to congratulate you on your new baby girl!" 

Harry turned to me, a grin on both of our faces, and smacked his lips onto mine.

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The clock ticked 11:59 in the morning. Niall opened the door to the bus and the smell of delicious peri peri chicken filled my nostrils. "Hello, Alanna. Fancy seeing you here on the bus the you and me and the lads and Liberty all live on!" 

"Give me the damn chicken, Niall!" I growled, my voice coming out low and, hopefully, intimidating. His eyes widened and he immediately pulled it out of the paper bag, setting the container in front of me. "Thank you, little leprechaun!" My voice cheered, emotions taking an illegal U-turn in the middle of hormone highway.

Harry waltzed in, smirking when he caught sight of Niall's scared face. "Never mess with the pregnant woman." He laughed, kissing me on my cheek. "EVERYONE TO THE KITCHEN!" He screeched.

"SHUT UP!" I bellowed. He mumbled an apology as everyone filled the small kitchen quickly. At the moment, chicken filled both my cheeks, reminding me of a chipmunk. 

"So we heard little Skye is alright!" Louis chirped.

"I WANT EVERYONE TO SHUT UP. HER NAME ISN'T SKYE. SHE IS A GIRL, WE ARE KEEPING HER AND WE HAVEN'T CHOOSEN A NAME YET. NOW ENOUGH QUESTIONS. YOU'VE BEEN SPITTING THEM AT ME FOR SO LONG I'VE HAD ENOUGH." I stated. The room fell silent.

"Can we name her Lexie Rae Kyles" Simon asked.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YOU GUYS ARE SO MEAN!!!!!!" I screamed, I put down my half-eaten burger and stormed off. I went into the boys's room and got into Zayn's perfectly made bed and cried. I cried all my feelings out with my tears and just let myself cry for everything. Being pregnant, Zayn leaving, just everything I could think about. After half an hour of crying, Harry finally got in bed. He leaned in closer to the little girl inside my belly.

"Hey baby, it's your daddy! I hope your doing well. I love you." Harry said into my belly. I blushed and smiled, he was the sweetest guy ever.

"I think she says she loves you back Harry" I laughed. "So, we can't go back to school with a baby Harry.. Wait, I can do school online! at home!"

"I love the idea, we both can!" Harry said. He got up and did his happy dance. I laughed really hard.

"Well, us pregnant women sleep alot.. so i'm going to bed. Goodnight. I'll miss you!" I said.

"Sweet dreams beautiful!" Harry said as he kissed the top of my head. "Do you want me to carry you to your own bed?"

"I wanna sleep in Zayn's.." I said as a tear escaped my eye.

"Okay, love you"

"Love you too"

Were the last words I heared before falling asleep.