demi lavato Saves Me From Myself

chapter 24

Lilly's pov

today I get to leave this place I've got everything already packed, I'm leaving at lunchtime but it's only 3am.

I'm so excited to leave I miss mum, but I couldn't sleep so I went to the nurses station.

hey what's up one of the nurses said. I can't sleep I replied. do you wanna have a sleeping tablet she asked.

yeah I said. I had it and I headed back to my room, I closed my eyes and fell asleep.....

TIME TO GET UP  Emily screamed. nooo I said with my face in the pillow. but then I realised mum is coming to pick me up, I ran straight to the cafeteria when I got there I sat down.

I didn't want to eat I was way too exited, one of the nurses walked up to me, why are'nt you eating he asked.

I'm not hungry I said. well you still have too eat hunny he said. no I said. well I guess you don't wanna go home today he said.

I got up SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING I screamed storming out.

of course he ran after me, LEAVE ME ALONE I screamed. no I don't trust you he said. I started running until I couldn't breathe, I turned around and just fell.

my chest hurt so bad, he ran up to me it hurts I cried put still struggling to breathe.

hey it's ok I'll call some one he said. I grabbed onto his hands I started shaking, hey sweetheart breathe just relax.

I started breathing normally, when three other people came. I'm ok now I said trying to get up. he wouldn't let me, just stay still you might need to go to hospital he said.

THIS IS A FUCKING HOSPITAL I yelled and pushed his hands off me.