chapter 33

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by supercute34

by supercute34

Lilly's pov

I woke up to bright lights and I saw my nan by my side,

Oh my gosh your finally awake you scared the shit out of me she said crying.

I'm sorry I said softly.

I thought I would have done it but no the world has other plans, like fuck I wanna leave bitch.

Then the doctor walked in

Well i have talked tyo your nan and we thought it would be best to keep you impatient in the psych ward he said.

I was shocked like what the fuck, NO FUCKING WAY IM NOT GOING IN THERE FUCK THAT I screamed pulling out my iv.

Then I felt hands grab my wrist, LET FUCKING GO I screamed.

But he held tight then I saw a nurse come in with a needle, NO NO FUCK OF YOUR NOT NO NO YOU CAN'T STOP DONT TOUCH ME I screamed.

But the needle went in and my last tear come out and then darkness.

2 hours later

I woke up to a nurse checking my iv, I tried to get up but she pushed me down.

DONT YOU FUCKING TOUCH ME I screamed punching her in the face.

I pulled out my iv and ran, I didn't care where but away from this I can't take anymore I ran up to the roof.

When I got up there I sat on the ledge, I just balled my eyes out I keep trying so hard to leave this place but I keep coming back.

HEY DONT JUMP I heard someone say.

I turned around to see 3 nurses and 4 doctors, FUCK OFF I yelled.

Please get off the edge one of the doctors said.

No I said softly looking down.

Then I felt hands grab my shoulders and I was on the ground pinned down, please stop I cried softly.

We got down to the psych ward and I was put in a room, I was alone with a bed and some draws.

So I just sat there staring at the floor, soon enough a nurse came in.

It's lunch time come on lets go she said.

I followed slowly behind her i didn't want to eat I probably won't eat.

When we got there I say down, she gave me a lunch tray with food on it I just looked at it.

You have to eat she said. NO FUCK YOU I yelled throwing the tray at her.

I saw everyone looking at me, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT I screamed pulling my hair.

But then a nurse grabbed my arm and stuck a needle in there and darkness again.......