demi lavato Saves Me From Myself

chapter 36

Lilly's pov

I woke up to someone yelling and screaming so I walked out of my room, but my 1-1 told me to stay in my room.

Why can't I just go home I muttered.

A few hours later it was lunch time, I just sat there I didn't want to eat or anything.

I was forced I didn't have a choice anyway after lunch I had to attend group therapy, I sat on the chair right next to the window.

"Lilly" one of the nurses said. Yeah I said looking up.

I asked why you think your here?.

Well you put me in here so you figure it out I snapped.

I just want to die being alive is stupid and I don't deserve to be alive,

Hey my name's Olivia a girl said sitting next to me.

Oh hi my name's Lilly I said turning towards her.

What are you in her for I asked.

I have schizophrenia she said.

Oh I said quietly.

So what do you have she asked.

I think I have severe deppresion and sever and anxiety I said.

Do you wanna be friends she asked.

Sure I'd like that I said smiling a little.

We talked for ages until it was dinner time, I started at the food for a while until Olivia said something.

Yeah I said looking up.

You need to eat or they'll shove a tube up your nose she said.

What no way they can't do that I said shocked.

Yeah the can and it fucking hurts she said.

Oh I said softly. I just wanted to leave I'm glad I made a friend but it's so hard, I just can't do it anymore I guess that's what put me in here.