Lilly's pov
we have been dating for a year now we have got a house for ourselves, but he has become abusive he hits me, throws stuff at me and yells at me.
luckily he has gone out probly going to have a root with someone, so I grabbed out my blade and slide it across my wrist.
I
cant do it anymore I haven't spoken to mum in weeks, but just as I started to think I herd the door slam.
which made me jump and I started shaking, babeeeeee I'm home he slurred walking up the stairs.
he started coming closer I started hyperventilating, no no plz I cried. he grabbed my waist and kissed my neck, he then pushed me on the bed.
no I was about to get rapped, he pulled my pants off no plz don't do THIS I screamed. SHUT THE FUCK UP he said slapping me.
he pulled my undies off
you know what happened next.....
When he was finished he walked away, I could stop crying it hurt so bad he rapped me I though he loved me.
I finally got up and had a long shower, I scrubbed all of him off my body but I could still feel his hands on my body.
I planned to escape I grabbed everything I owned and ran, I got a train to mum's house when I got there I was scared.
she opened the door and gasped at the state of me, I need to go to the hospital I cried. oh baby what happened mum asked.
I couldn't speak I started shaking, she got me in the car and we headed there.
When we arrived they got me on the bed and asked me what the problem was, I was raped I said so ever so quietly.
oh my god mum said holding me. she started crying, it's ok mum I'm fine I said. wait have you been cutting she asked looking at my wrist.
IM SORRY I bursted out crying. oh baby she said hugging me.
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