demi lavato Saves Me From Myself

chapter 34

Lilly's pov

I woke up to a warm hard bed, everything was really bright. I'm glad your awake a doctor said walking in.

Yeah I said softly looking into his eyes. So I'm thinking of putting a tube through your nose because your not eating he said.

I was shocked like what the hell, I'm fine I don't need your help I said.

It's not an option you have no choice he said.

I tried to get up but my hands were strapped down, I tried getting my hands free but I couldn't.

I burst into tears I wanted to be gone so bad I've tried so hard to end it, but everyone is stopping me.

A few hours later I had a tube up my nose with food flowing through it, I was physically and mentally exhausted.

I woke up to someone shaking me, I looked and it was a nurse I've got got do a blood test she said. Ok I said groggily.

Can I watch tv I asked. Yeah of course she said. When she finished she started the blood test, I got lost in the cartoon I didn't even realise she was gone.