demi lavato Saves Me From Myself

chapter 37

Lilly's pov

I stared at my food yet again like it was my enemy, I really can't eat if I try to my head fills up with negative things.

I have my meeting today at 3pm, I'm really nervous but I don't think I'll be going home.

Then a nurse walked up to me,

honey you have to eat we have noticed you haven't been eating she said.

So what I don't want to eat I snapped and stormed off to my room.

I slammed the door I hate it here, then the nurse came in.

GET OUT I screamed. Then she pressed a button and all the nurses walked in,

NO GO AWAY I screamed again trying to run out but the grabbed me.

LEAVE ME ALONE I screamed. Just calm down we can talk about it the nurse said.

No no no I kept repeating  falling to the floor.

I don't want to eat I can't please don't make me I cried.

You don't have a choice honey she said.

6 hours later

I woke up to someone walking in with the torch, why can't you leave me alone I mumbled.

We need to check your not doing anything he said.

Do i look like I'm  going to do anything i said getting up.

Why are you getting up he asked?. 

Well I'm awake now so there's no point me going to sleep I said.

A/N  I was in the pych ward for 4 days so this is all i got sorry xx