"Guilt": A Poem Book

Midnight

I'm angry at my thoughts

I want comfort, but I have to learn how to get comfort for myself by myself

There will always be people that will offer or provide me with comfort, but they are not always there and I have to learn how to handle situations by myself

That's the way of growing as a person in this world.

I am a person that make mistakes and choose the wrong people that gives me what I want, but will never give me the full experience of life. And it can get addicting, which is why I sometimes gravitate towards people that have little concerns about me.

The gravitational pull is strong, but I'm trying to fight it and choose the people that actually care about me. They are the best people in the world that are willing to talk to me with the high pitch tone, pitiful faces, and child proof filter when they talk to me. They are real and blunt. And I don't like criticism all that well. That's one of my biggest challenges of all. Criticism. The people that are real and Frank around me are the roots that stay. I only hope that I will take advantage of that.

I'm trying to grow and face the real world that's full of surprises, good or bad.