The Limit Of Her Love (Book 1)

CHAPTER 1

AFTER a month I trained myself to be confident so when the time comes that i'll be facing him to tell what I felt for him I have the courage and strength not backing out.

JAN trained herself  to be confident

To have a courage to face him

But her mind is a mess

And her tongue tied

Her brain can't function well

I swallowed hard as I felt the lamp in my throat "Hi" I greeted him with a smile in my face we're here at the front of his conduminium building.

"What do you want this time?" Ayyy... yan agad ang pambungad niya sakin? nag-ipon pa ako ng lakas ng loob. I pouted 'ok lang yan Jan kaya mo yan sabihin mo ang ipinunta mo' sabi ng utak ko tama tama.. I agree, push ko to pwede ngang ipush ko siya sakin e hahahha talande ko.

I heave a heavy sigh "A-ahmmm" I can't finished my sentence the nervousness crept into me. "What!?" He snapped because of the adrenaline rush spreading into my nerves "I Like You!" my eyes widen in shock. I lifted my head to see what's his reaction of what just I said. His face become emotionless as he stared at me blankly.

"I don't like you!" He said then started walking. I wan't to cry my heart out because of what he just said pero pinatatag ko ang loob ko siguro kase dipa niya ako kilala kaya siya ganun sakin.

If you don't like me, then by hook or by crook my feelings for you will be reciprocated.

I went home feeling down but I cheered myself not. I do my works in school then ate dinner afterwards. I do my night routine then wear my spongebob pajamas and fall asleep.

WHEN morning came I excitedly push myself up to do my everyday routine. After I finished fixing myself. I went to school and begin my day with a wide smile.

As I walked in the hallway my schoolmates greeted me and I greeted them back like I used to do. Ng makarating ako sa room wala pa ang prof namin thank God im not late I need to cope up with my subjects because of the things I do in this past few weeks.

Napabuntong hininga nalang ako. Ano kaya ang ginagawa niya ngayon? A bright idea pop up. I picked my phone then started tapping then charaannn I stalked him in his social media and his active. Im scrolling in his timeline to see the happenings in his life whoaaa yayamanin si papa art nasa isang sikat na cafè shop siya ngayon na malapit lang sa condo niya.

The time passed by like a lightning and I excitedly went out even though my prof is still in our room. I stratled when an angry voice called me I turn around to see who is it and im right it's miss calem.

She rised her eye brows then stood up "Who give you the right to disrespect me!?" She shouted and her face reddened in angry I guess? I slightly bow my head and apologize for what i've done.

"Next time when im inside in this room don't go out let me go first enchendes?" I nod and pouted. Panira naman ng excitement feeling si miss calem pagkatapos niyang umalis sumibat na din agad ako syempre pupuntahan ko pa ang baby ko hahhaa.

IM in the front of his condo and I'm thinking twice if I will show up myself or not but the urgue of seeing him crept me. I press the bell in his condo twice before he showed up with frown in his face.

"What are you doing here?" Dimo ba ako na miss? Kase ako I miss you so much baby I said in my head. I brightly smile at him and slowly releasing my breath "I just want to ask you"

"What is it?" Atat beshhh? Ayy baby pala hahahha.

Whoaaa kaya mo yan Jan say it udyok ko sa sarili. "C-can I court you?" I said in a low voice nahihiya na ako pero pinatatag ko ang sarili ko.

"WHAT!?" His eyes widen and his mouth hung open.

NAKAUWI na ako sa condo ko pero ang isip ko ay nasa pinag usapan parin namin kanina. Buti nalang walang masamang nangyare sa akin habang pauwi ako.

Will I say yes in his proposal?

Can I do his biddings?

There is so many questions in my mind. Many what if's that can't be answer if I wouldn't try.

But can I risk myself just to know the answer of my what if's?

A/N
Ano kaya ang sinabi ni papa art kay jan? Hmmm?